this is crazy i haven't been able to sleep. i'm am like the ultimate insomniac and i smoke so much and i eat like everything.i just had meatballs and milk,i really don't why i combined the two ( Read more... )

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today was such a lazy day. i did absolutly nothing. i need to get a life because i do nothing well i take care of my daughter but if she wasn't around i would be such a loser right now ( Read more... )

i finally got up the energy to get up and write in my journal ( Read more... )

today started out good so far it's nice outside and it's friday(so i can party ( Read more... )

today it's so nice out i figured i'd update my journal before i went outside. it's 70 degrees thats nice for up here.
well, the other night i cut my hair really short it's to my chin now. i started crying when my mom cut it but now i love it.i'm going to wait till later to finish this because i feel like i'm being boring

i know it's only monday but i decided to drink. so, anyways i'm so drunk right now. i feel good even though i'm still limping because of my hip.one of my best friends laura came over to chill. so we're just having some drinks and having a good time .my moms bf is tapped by the way he is off the wall i don't even know what to say about him. by i'll ( Read more... )

has anyone ever wished their ex b/f or g/f just stayed out of their lives? well, my ex( 2yrs)just came by my house to see my daughter because he missed her.(or so he says)the two years i was w/him were honestly the worst years of my life. and i can't understand why he keeps coming back on these random visits. HIM: hi angelina, your hair got so long ( Read more... )

thursday night sucked, my friend steve picked me and my friend up w/his boys. steve had to go pick something up so he left us there at this random kids house.the kid turned out to be psycho. he wanted us to give him something he wasnt going to get. this guy was like running around his apt. naked and then he finally kicked us out. it was so cold and ( Read more... )

today, i woke up to find out my best friend lauren had a 8lb 21in little baby boy donovan at 2:15 am 4/01/04. i was so happy for her. i called her at the hospital and she was telling me she will never have another one, i was like that's what we all say until we forget what the pain is like ( Read more... )