ciane, know that i am not mad at you. you should know that i of all people understand your need for independence and the ability to make it on your own. it did hurt me when you would only talk to me whenever i called you but you could somehow make time to call gina who deeply oppressed and abused us. you may not see that now because we have been out of that situation for some time but i am not so easy to forgive and ill never forget. you as my sister know that better than anyone and you know me better aswell. it also hurt dad that you NEVER called him. he may have been mad at you but completely shutting him out of your life just deeply hurt him. im not writing to preach to you about dad though that is for you and him to deal with. im glad that you and mikey are happy together and i wish we could be more a part of each others lives but maybe that is just not the path that is set out for us right now. know that i am doing really well. i have never been more social or spoiled in my whole life. im going to homecoming this saturday with a
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Thanks for calling me last night. Just know that I'm glad you are happier now. As for not calling you, I have trouble calling anybody I called G once and that was primarily to talk to K, since then Gina's been making the majority of the Calls, and Katy absolutely hates me for some reason she doesn't ever talk to me or wants to even see me, that hurts because all I really want is to have a relationship with all three of my sisters. As for dad, I'm not going to play games. If he is too stubborn to call me at least once than I am not interested in playing these games. That's how I see it. Anyways, enough about that
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