v1: i am scared to fall any deeper into this hole i'm in it's like the ocean and i can't swim/p: the waters around me and i just can't breath, the waters around me and i cannot see/c: shallow beginnings, shallow beginnings and i'm swimming, swimming/v2: it is hard to feel happy, when i'm trapped in me and i'm not free, i'm suffocating, sinking in ( Read more... )

so, who is your girlfriend now?

i had no idea one person could affect me so much.
in so many ways.

"i'm empty and aching and i don't know why"

i was looking at pictures of my friends having fun together and then all of a sudden, i start to cry.
what is wrong with me?

i don't get you.
you tell me everything i want to hear and yet you don't do the one thing i want you to do.
and you say you want it to.

i am having so much difficulty handling my life right now. i can't deal with school, literally i wake up everyday and wonder when i can go home and go back to sleep. all the bullshit with guys and friends is too much to think about. i want to go to sleep for a year and when i wake up, i can totally start my life over. for a few hours out of ( Read more... )

I was just thinking that I have been missing you for way too long ( Read more... )

i can honestly say that this has overall been the worst weekend of my life.

"stay the fuck away from my brother. i won't let you take him. you're a terrible influence on him and so am i. but i'm gonna try and be better. it may have given him the wrong impression that i smoked alongside him on friday, but that's not who i am. it's not who he is either. you, on the other hand, need to get the fuck out of his life. i won't ( Read more... )