[A Notice] Hello! And.. Good bye?
Hello thank you for taking the time to open and read this post.
I have a little something to say...
I'll be leaving...
As in hiatus, inactive, not being updated about the fandom anymore.
This may seem so sudden, but I believe some of you also have seen this coming...
So yeah basically I'm letting go of my attachment to the fandom.
I've been being SOOOOOO attached tbh haha. Up to the point it disturbs my real life. When something happened at the fandom it would greatly affect me waaay more than I preferred. There were some horrible side effects on me personally, it's a really long story, but I can say that it's already unhealthy. And that's no one's fault, it's just that I might have attached too much and something abundant mostly wouldn't be good either.
Yeah so.
In a happier note maybe I'd be like a veeeeeeery casual fan, who would just come and go whenever I feel like it, but they're definitely not my priority right now.
Since I haven't been functioning properly these past half year, there's so many things that I need to catch up on, like my study for example. (I literally abandoned half semester of it omg..... I feel bad for paying for college but leaving them)
So that's why, I'll put more priorities in my life and for once retire from the fandom 🤗
I've set my mind on this since long ago, and I thought that if I really want to leave for good, I should at least give my last contributions as parting gifts from me to fandom, to Snow Man, and especially to Sakuma. Which... Explains my stress for Sakuma's birthday haha.
But I'm glad I could get it done.
I still have one more project at hand tho, and it was supposed to be done by Sakuma's birthday too but I was pressuring myself too much and basically still not fully functioning so it got delayed a bit. I'll still continue that project though, just a little bit more, and after it's done... that's it.
It was honestly a super great timing in Sakuma birthday and the rest is now or never. I'll put a line to myself right here and start walking down my own path.
Thank you so much for everything, Snow Man has been playing a great part in my life, through them I could meet a lot of amazing people in the fandom, and I've also learned so much from everything.
I still love them and that doesn't change, especially to Sakuma who now has his own room in my heart beside Koki's 🤗💗
(Ok to be fair, recently he shared the key to that room with Date but I believe DateSaku don't mind to share 😉)
Back then actually I also had similar case in 2013-2014ish, leaving the KT fandom. But back then I just leave without a word and now sometimes I wonder how is my friends from that era doing these days... I don't even know anymore how to contact them.. It feels bad to just erase them from my life, and I don't wanna do that to this fandom too because I've found so many precious people here 🤧 So this is why I want to share it publicly about this matter.
However, we don't know what the future holds, I may come back here sooner than I planned, or I may never come back, I don't know. For now I just want to take a step back from the fandom and a step ahead for my own private life 🤗
Thank you for reading until the end 🤗
Me leaving the fandom wouldn't mean cutting ties though, we can still chat!
But I'll most probably leaving twitter too, so the main platform I'll be using is through LINE. Feel free to hit me up there 🤗
(You can message me here in LJ if you really want to ^^)
Thank you and good bye 💗
(edit: I don't think I'd ever coming back to fandom though)
I have a little something to say...
I'll be leaving...
As in hiatus, inactive, not being updated about the fandom anymore.
This may seem so sudden, but I believe some of you also have seen this coming...
So yeah basically I'm letting go of my attachment to the fandom.
I've been being SOOOOOO attached tbh haha. Up to the point it disturbs my real life. When something happened at the fandom it would greatly affect me waaay more than I preferred. There were some horrible side effects on me personally, it's a really long story, but I can say that it's already unhealthy. And that's no one's fault, it's just that I might have attached too much and something abundant mostly wouldn't be good either.
Yeah so.
In a happier note maybe I'd be like a veeeeeeery casual fan, who would just come and go whenever I feel like it, but they're definitely not my priority right now.
Since I haven't been functioning properly these past half year, there's so many things that I need to catch up on, like my study for example. (I literally abandoned half semester of it omg..... I feel bad for paying for college but leaving them)
So that's why, I'll put more priorities in my life and for once retire from the fandom 🤗
I've set my mind on this since long ago, and I thought that if I really want to leave for good, I should at least give my last contributions as parting gifts from me to fandom, to Snow Man, and especially to Sakuma. Which... Explains my stress for Sakuma's birthday haha.
But I'm glad I could get it done.
I still have one more project at hand tho, and it was supposed to be done by Sakuma's birthday too but I was pressuring myself too much and basically still not fully functioning so it got delayed a bit. I'll still continue that project though, just a little bit more, and after it's done... that's it.
It was honestly a super great timing in Sakuma birthday and the rest is now or never. I'll put a line to myself right here and start walking down my own path.
Thank you so much for everything, Snow Man has been playing a great part in my life, through them I could meet a lot of amazing people in the fandom, and I've also learned so much from everything.
I still love them and that doesn't change, especially to Sakuma who now has his own room in my heart beside Koki's 🤗💗
(Ok to be fair, recently he shared the key to that room with Date but I believe DateSaku don't mind to share 😉)
Back then actually I also had similar case in 2013-2014ish, leaving the KT fandom. But back then I just leave without a word and now sometimes I wonder how is my friends from that era doing these days... I don't even know anymore how to contact them.. It feels bad to just erase them from my life, and I don't wanna do that to this fandom too because I've found so many precious people here 🤧 So this is why I want to share it publicly about this matter.
However, we don't know what the future holds, I may come back here sooner than I planned, or I may never come back, I don't know. For now I just want to take a step back from the fandom and a step ahead for my own private life 🤗
Thank you for reading until the end 🤗
Me leaving the fandom wouldn't mean cutting ties though, we can still chat!
But I'll most probably leaving twitter too, so the main platform I'll be using is through LINE. Feel free to hit me up there 🤗
(You can message me here in LJ if you really want to ^^)
Thank you and good bye 💗
(edit: I don't think I'd ever coming back to fandom though)