I come back here and I still can't get my mind clear. Things have gotten better though. Things have been squashed that never should have been brought into existence. Only one thing has made me happy since I have been back. I still miss Nashville though. It was drama free to me for once in my life. When shit hits the fan it really gets blown out of ( Read more... )

I hate myself. I hate what I have become, what you have become. You are so dead inside. I thought everything I have done would make it easier on you. I just made it harder on me. I don't fucking care anymore. I don't care who I hurt. I am just a fucking empty shell. I have no heart. I AM A HEARTLESS BITCH. You were right. I am unfeeling. I hate ( Read more... )

So sleep is very close. My body is starting to feel the exaustion. I've tried to sleep but I only go under half way. I am usually awakened by yelling. My day has done so many flips ( Read more... )

Why do you have to tell me what you think I want to hear? I can understand, you know. There is that heavy feeling again. Why do I have to read it and not hear it come out of your mouth. It would have been so much easier that way. I wouldn't be sitting here feeling used and lied to. TRUTH. Why do you have to be like so many others? Honesty. ( Read more... )

Don't be such a pussy ( Read more... )

So I am leaving Nashville today. I am not sure how I feel. I have met so many people that have left an affect on me. They have changed my life. They have made me a better person and I know that it sounds corney but that is the only way i can explain it. I am in love with this place. It is so peaceful ( Read more... )

So I have given in. I wondered how long it would take me to make this fucking thing. I just have so much that I have wanted to say. I am tired of just writing it on random pieces of paper that will just crumble in my purse. Im not sure if I like the idea of everyone reading my thoughts so we will see how things work out ( Read more... )