You're right... I've been rather stupid lately... Nothing has really went my way, but I never stopped to think that maybe it's not about HOW my life is going, but the fact that i HAVE a life to live... Something really sobering happenend last night... my old roomate Mat(the one that lives in Kristen's old place)'s little brother Kyle DIED last night... It's so unbelieveable to think that someone younger than you would beat you to the grave, and by this much at that... I realized that stupid shit shouldn't get me down... I realized that GIRLS shouldn't get me down... You're right, getting hurt is part of the beauty of life... getting hurt means you can still feel... I love you, Chris...
I felt exactly the same way today. It's gorgeous outside, so perhaps that helped. Your post helped me realize to focus less on the nagtive and more on the positive. I know we are both capable of doing that. :)
I'm trying, but sometimes you're not what your supposed to have hope in. Sometimes there is no focus and you can't slow down to catch your breath, you just run out...
sometimes you have to put your hope in someone else we're not always capable of it ourselves but then you get to the point where you can be again. Trey. you have friends that love you no matter what. put your hope in them in me if you have to.
Trey... I believe in you... You have this way of making me think that anything REALLY is possible, because your living it... You can make this distance, I know it's killer, but it IS in you to overcome this... you just have to be positive about it... take days in strides, wake up everyday expecting it to be longer that the last, they will shorten this way... What you're doing is in essence running a marathon...you've already come this far... there's no possible way that you have more left in the race than you have behind you.
It's not the days that concern me. It's a great many other things I hold as a personal struggle. Days I can overcome. Time I can watch pass. But some things eat a man alive. Some things can crush your soul in an instant. And I'm praying I can hold on long enough so that doesn't happen.
But thank you so much man. One of these days this weight on my back will be lifted off, but for now it's my own personal cross to bear. But I do love you guys. I love all of you.
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<33 Im thankful I have YOU to wake up to in the morning. mwah.
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And I am glad to read that there are some smiling faces out there.
Thanks!
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I've been rather stupid lately...
Nothing has really went my way, but I never stopped to think that maybe it's not about HOW my life is going, but the fact that i HAVE a life to live...
Something really sobering happenend last night... my old roomate Mat(the one that lives in Kristen's old place)'s little brother Kyle DIED last night... It's so unbelieveable to think that someone younger than you would beat you to the grave, and by this much at that...
I realized that stupid shit shouldn't get me down...
I realized that GIRLS shouldn't get me down...
You're right, getting hurt is part of the beauty of life... getting hurt means you can still feel...
I love you, Chris...
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But I love you man. And thank you for this.
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we're not always capable of it ourselves
but then you get to the point where you can be again.
Trey.
you have friends that love you no matter what.
put your hope in them
in me if you have to.
<3
I love you man
and you know I'm here for you
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You have this way of making me think that anything REALLY is possible, because your living it...
You can make this distance, I know it's killer, but it IS in you to overcome this... you just have to be positive about it...
take days in strides, wake up everyday expecting it to be longer that the last, they will shorten this way...
What you're doing is in essence running a marathon...you've already come this far... there's no possible way that you have more left in the race than you have behind you.
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But thank you so much man. One of these days this weight on my back will be lifted off, but for now it's my own personal cross to bear. But I do love you guys. I love all of you.
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