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[givemesometruth]

First day back at work went well, I know you were all wondering. Scott is now named 'Bipolar Scott' in my book. And Joe wants to tap it still. He said a lot of "cute" (ew) things to me today but Im not goin into detail, just in case. But boy oh boy. I was gonna act like I didn't like him... to myself, but I couldn't help it. And why are only the

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[astrophunk311]

"Your a mad man! your head is rushing with so many crazy ideas at once, half that are illegal. You enjoy smoking but even more the rush you get. You often have to be controlled by a friends before you end up in a hospital or in jail.You are Fun to blaze with but also need to be watched carefully"

So freakin true.

Im not meaning to hurt your feelings. I cant go back now though.
I left for 09238409238 reasons. I dont want you to be mad at me forever for this. anyway. Im sorry.

Come over tommmorrow and smoke bud with me. Cuz I havent turned into one of those "smoke it when it's there but do go a searchin" people. You could even stay the night if you wanted..cuz I still have to go get the key.

Im on express

[givemesometruth]

also, I am in no way asking you to come back. That is part of why I am upset cuz I guess I subconsciously thought for a while that maybe you would come back.. like it never really happened. I knew it wasn't true and I'm not asking you to or thinking that you will

i know you had ur reasons but like i said i just feel its never gonna be the same.

ps

[astrophunk311]

free accounts are allowed six user pictures now...
mmmmmmm

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[givemesometruth]

It's not even that I'm mad. It's so many emotions at once. I dunno you leaving just made me emotional and shit. I keep thinking about how excited we where to get a job at the same place... and thoughts like that lead to the thought that things are never gonna be the same. Kristyn was right, I USED to feel lucky to have a best friend like we had Idk maybe I took it for granted cuz I just don't feel that we have that anymore,
ps everyone was askin about u at work. not in a mean way either it was ok

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[astrophunk311]

ok...so your no longer my best friend?
you'd just rather think of me as an aquaintance?

Well I guess if something this small can ruin a friendship, then I guess it was never really a friendship to begin with.

whatever.

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[givemesometruth]

No ur obviously still my best friend, it's just different and I keep thinking of how it used to be and how I know that it never will be again

HARDSHIPS

[slammit420]

IT ALWAYS SCREWS WITH A FRIENDSHIP TO LIVE TOGETHER,IT GETS TO BE MORE LIKE A MARRIGE YOU KNOW?AND IT NEVER IS THE SAME AFTER MOVING OUT BUT THE SITUATION IT WAS INNEVIDABLE,BUT AIMEE LOVES YOU TO DEATH,I THINK SHE WAS JUST USING HER HEAD.AND THAT SHOULD MAKE YOU SOMEWHAT PROUD TO BE HER FRIEND.SHE WAS ALSO HURT IN THE SITUATION.SO NO ONE CAME OUT OF IT UNSCARRED.TRUELY THE TWO OF YOU CAN WORKOUT YOUR DIFFERENCES,AND REALIZE YOUR DIFFERENCES IS MAYBE WHY YOUR SUCH GREAT FRIENDS.BE COOL HOMIE

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[givemesometruth]

Yea I think I'm just realizing that I did take it for granted cuz I didn't realize how good our friendship was until it changed. And now I'm more upset than ever knowing that it's never gonna be the same. But I'm glad ur still talking to me too, I thought you hated me.

Re: HARDSHIPS

[astrophunk311]

told you she didnt hate you man.

Re: HARDSHIPS

[astrophunk311]

and shes not pissed. she always writes in all caps.

NO HATRED

[slammit420]

LOOK IV'E SEEN MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE AND LOST MANY FRIENDS ALONG THE WAY.ONE I STILL THINK ABOUT BEST FRIENDS,WE GOT TO INVOLVED AND IT BACKFIRED,I'M MORE MATURE NOW SO I CAN RELATE TO A WHOLE LOT,AND FRIENDSHIP IS IMPORTANT.BUT FOCUSING ON OUR OWN LIVES ARE SOMETIMES MORE IMPORTANT.JUST ALWAYS HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH,THERES ENOUGH HATEFUL PEOPPLE IN THE WORLD.I DON'T NEED TO BE ONE,I'M DEFINATELY NO ONE TO JUDGE.YOUR IMPORTANT TO AIMEE THEREFOR YOUR IMPORTANT TO ME.