Shes amazing.
I took her for granted, and now things are WAY too complicated for thier own good. I want her back, but now shes afraid of me actually leaving (i think?). I love how often I tend to ruin everything for myself. I hope she realizes how much I care, I hope she comes back.

I really do hate everything.
Today has been terrible.
I hope you fucking choke.

Soon me and mikem are going to get in his car and drive away. We have no real plans other then to bring money for gas and food, and to leave at 7 am. I love long car rides, being able to reflect on your life and try to get an idea of where else you could go. Its a state of bliss reached only when cruising down a highway with the windows cracked in ( Read more... )

In 2005 I ( Read more... )

I am worthless. Its recently occured to me that im not the person im sure i was, im no one that will do anything ever. I will never change the world and i will never inspire anyone to be a better person, because in all honesty im incapable of doing so. You cant better anyone else when youre a piece of shit. Im a disapointment to my friends, my ( Read more... )

I just saw Lorri Kais' away message it read "someone should write me a paper on what the definition of "poor" really is." but it actually got me thinking about what it means to be poor, I dont think being a poor person really has anything to do with the dollar. I believe being a poor person is being a human being with nothing to live for, no ( Read more... )

More often then not, people fucking make me sick, the lack of substance in most peoples "lives" is honestly sicking, everyday the majority of the people i encounter are bland, self centered, self destructive pieces of shit. Will someone please explain where to find human fucking beings that hold something closer to their heart then a fucking wallet ( Read more... )

Mongolian beef, rice and green tea are the best way to start my day.

I feel as if I'm loosing my sense of self, that as I grow older I’m in fact growing increasing bland. Every day feels like I’m getting closed in on by a world that lacks any sort of integrity. It’s fucking disgusting. I’m sick of feeling like I’m eventually going to conform to the social norm of having no passion in life and that I will fail to set ( Read more... )

She keeps me up at night so i only get 4 hours of sleep before school ( Read more... )