How to Build a Life - Part 2 of 2

[gixander]

While my previous post may have seemed very...depressing...I assure you that this one will not be that way at all. Let me start by stating something that I should have in the midst of the previous half of this entry: The reason that I held off for just about two weeks before saying anything about what happened is because I was in a very bad place

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[commander30]

I know I told you this this morning... but I really was so annoyed at you that first month or so. Not when you first made the initial introductory message--whatever, I knew you from band, sure I'll add you to my friends list, yadda yadda. But then you just wouldn't shut up, even when I had stopped answering because I had nothing more to say. And then I was so weirded out when you actually read all of my fanfic in, what, three days was it? I still can't believe you actually did that. ^^; At that point I really regretted sending you that link at all

[gixander]

I will always be crazy enough to wait for you to make any decision. ESPECIALLY when it comes to your feelings. It doesn't matter how we get where we are...as long as it's the two of us getting there together, I don't care about the details. We'll manage no matter what.

Oh, no, my dear...YOU are stuck with ME.

I have the score for that as well...it's a really amazing piece of music...and it won some award. And that's what would happen if I actually wrote without trying to make sense of it. Sorta like the stressful section of Voices...I think you can hear a similar sound in there with how strained everything is. Although Aerial Fantasy is just...awesome.