I know i've said some pretty disgraceful things regarding Piotr in some of my previous entries. Now i feel like the biggest jerk. I was a fool to think he was as mean as i thought ( Read more... )

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Wow, i have no time anymore!! i wish i could go on LJ more often ( Read more... )

im so drunk! Joe just droped me off. I brought him to Daniels party tonight! I asked him if he was bi or not he never said no. Mckensay and everyone else there thinks he's gay or at least bi. I had a realy good time! Too drunk to do this now. so i got a new job! I work at a deli in tawwassen (im too drunk to spell it right!) i work with my friend ( Read more... )

Tormenting my mind, like the corset around her waist. Your memory emerges to taunt my soul. I will you to get out of my head. The customer who never buys.

The voice that told you not to was right. If there was a button to change the channel, I would have pushed it twice. You tried to heal the wounds you caused with "im sorry", but your stabs were ( Read more... )

Why am i up so early? Bad hang over all day yesterday, passed out at like 7:30pm. Woke up around 5:00am, had breaky and wrote out this post just 5min ago till my fucking asshole motherfucking piece of shit computer turned off. I get mad and break things. My hands hurt from smashing stuff, and punching the door. fuck ( Read more... )

Ahhh im pooped. Im going to attempt to update for the 3rd time today. My stupid computer keeps turning off for no good reason right in the middle of me writing ( Read more... )

Ahhhh, i need to figure out what i want in life. What am i doing? I wonder whats next ( Read more... )

I dont want to go to work! I need to find a new job. All these 12 hour night shifts are doing bad things to me...like just now i thought the box was breathing, im not on drugs! well, not right now anyway...unlike 4:20! props to everyone who balzed a fatty ( Read more... )