it's like, we are together, but we aren't. it's not that i want to actually be together. i get all crazy on him when he goes plays halo 2 all day long, and then says, i'm tired goodnight, and then he gets all lovey next time i see him. it's really confusing. sometimes i think he's not being very open with me, and i think that he always is, but i swear he acts differently when i'm around him than when i'm not around him. one day, he stayed the night at a friend's house, playing halo of course, and the next day, cuz he didn't say goodnight to me, he texted me for like an hour. i hate feeling that way. that he cares, but he doesn't care. i know he loves me, he tells me it all the time.
*sigh* I know how you feel Ali. It sucks. I've been sooo confused and sad about things with me and i guess you can call him my boyfriend. ugh. i wanna cry for you. and for myself *tear* hang in there.
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*sigh* I know how you feel Ali. It sucks. I've been sooo confused and sad about things with me and i guess you can call him my boyfriend. ugh. i wanna cry for you. and for myself *tear* hang in there.
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