New things and Gratitude

[gjcoldscuddles]

I sometimes find it hard to be happy. Most of the time I am satisfied, but a larger portion than I would like is unhappiness. It isn't a matter of feeling sorry for myself, being depressed, or ungrateful. I describe it as an inability to be happy and optimistic and stay that way. I know people have their off days, but I have more than I want. I

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[starr07]

ahh! I totally feel ya on this one. like I know I have
it easier orr better than some other people, but
for some reason, I can't just be happy & STAY that way.
& to think I was on the only who felt like this..

& aww I'm very grateful for having you in my
life as well! I really mean that. we may not talk
or hang out as often as we would like, but you
really are one of my best friends & I just love
your being! don't know if you get that, but I think
you know what I'm trying to say haha.

&& I think we should start working out together!
Lord knows my ass needs to stop being lazy haha

[gjcoldscuddles]

awww Britney you're so sweet<33 that really surprises me that you feel the same way too cause you're always happy. Then again some people tell me, "you're always so happy!!" and I'm like ....

and you're definitely one of my best friends too. You're like a bright light in my life :D hehe I think working out together sounds geewwd. Maybe this Sunday or something?

[starr07]

yeahh I knoww, I get that a lot. but I tend to
kinda act like nothing is bothering me. because
I don't want people to know I'm hurting I guess.
but recently its been catching up with me & I'm
distancing myself from certain people =/

hehe aww how sweeeet <3 I feel the same about
you! & I'm glad that sounds really lesbian! haha

but hmm, idk about sunday because I work
5 to 11:30 I believe. & then the same for the
following 2 days.. I can let you know what
a good day would be & see if its good for you?

[gjcoldscuddles]

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously I didn't want to tell you I was standing you up today if you did say yes. I wasn't in the mood to go today, so I'm happy that you have to work :D your idea sounds good. I'm pretty much free everyday, but Tuesday and Thursday I go to Yoga. I'm on this good streak where I work out 6 days a week, so any day besides Tuesday, Thursday, and Sunday should work.

N-E-Wayz [junior high style :P] I'm pretty much right there with you, especially after that bad day I had last week. I felt like there was no one I could talk to until I got your message :)
Ps. who have you been distancing yourself from if you don't mind me asking?