seww hungry!!

[gjcoldscuddles]

I feel lonely right now! I want to ask lawrence if he wants to eat brunch, but idk if I should eat out. I was just eating taco cabana like 9 hours ago. It's just that I'm hungry again!!!!!! I only ate two bitch tacos and they got my order wrong, so wrong.

Seeewww.. my first week of school is dead and gone. In San Antonio College School of Nursing

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[starr07]

soo I have to admit that I've kinda avoided talking to you ever since last weekend. I'm so freaking upset that you're mad at me. I know you said you weren't but I feel like you are. I know I would be mad too, because I hate when people make me wait. but I honestly am so sorry about what happened. I didn't plan on it going that way. & I lost track of time & it was later than what I thought it was. I'm really sorryy. I hope you forgive mee :]

[gjcoldscuddles]

It's kind of out of context for you to say I'm mad at you. Here's why it really bothered me

[starr07]

I totally understand what you're saying & it true that I didn't really take an effort in hanging out with you those times. & I am completely sorry for that. my life just got so hectic with the whole Sparkle thing, trying to find a job, while still trying to work some hours at qvc to pay my bills. & like I keep saying, I didn't forget about you, I just had to place you on the back burner for a while, sorry to say it like that but I just needed to get my life back on track. thenn when I finally got another job, I was just so overwhelmed with everything I was learning in training & what not that I used the weekends as a stress reliever. you're right, you did invite me to all those parties & what not & I thank you for that, but they were all pretty much locally. & the parties I've been going to have mostly been like 25 30 minutes away. I know I should've asked you, but instead I just assumed you wouldnt be interested because they were far. & that's the reason why I didn't invite you to that first party we went to, I don't even remember

[gjcoldscuddles]

It's cool. I knew I was being needy and oversensitive due to all the other shit in combination with not having a friend to talk about it with. I wouldn't want to ask too much from you just cause you're one of the only girls in my life (that was so gay).
As for the hanging out thing, I'm sure we'll get the ball rolling sooner or later.

[starr07]

well I mean it's understandable, we're friends & I just wasn't there for you like I should have been. especially when I say that I am. & again, I'm sorry for that. I just hope this doesn't effect/affect [which ever one it is haha] our friendship in any way. because I want you to know that you can count on me & know that I am here for you. my life was just going through a rough patch, but I'm taking care of it now.

okayy, I just hope it's some time soon, because I really do miss youu!