i was sitting at the bar hoping you'd walk in the door..

[glam77xoxo]

i couldn't go to school today. i haven't been getting enough sleep. i lay awake at night praying and talkin to stefano now. i used to pray for like daryn to be happier with amanda then i am with whatever i have in my life, that laura will understand how much we all love her, that stephanie will be able to find someone who she can love as much as rb

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[sunkiissed]

hi sweetie
this has been extremely hard for all us
stefano was always so cheerful and full of jokes
he'd want us to try and be happy

i talk to him all the time too. i think it's good for us. his body may be gone, but his soul will never be

he was an angel sent to us, for a reason

if you need to talk, i am here...i know we don't know each other very well, but i'd love to get to know you!
i do so much more now...for stefano
i just think what HE would want and how he'd want things to be now
ya know?

xo xo xo ♥ Jennifer

[glam77xoxo]

thank you so much! i think we all need to really stick together during this to help each other out. especially maryann. it's so hard to be there for her as much as i want to when i'm confused and hurt too. i just hope we can all build stronger friendships thru this. and yes, we do need to get to know each other!

<3

[sunkiissed]

i completely agree :)

[xoxostephyoxox]

lol hayley the LAST thing you need to do is shut up. if anything oyu need to rwite and talk more and more about ANYTHING you are feeling. i sware it helps. i sware you WILL feel better so long as you dont hide your feelings or ignore them. go with your heart. forever

i love u hay

[xolilsquirrelxo]

hayley i love you so much.. i know this is going to be so hard for all of us... for once we have to face death head on full force and we can't be naive about it anymore... but we have to take it day by day because stefano would want us to live long wonderful lives... we just have to stick together and i know God and Stefano listen to all of our prayers and are here with us all the time... i love u!

Re: i love u hay

[glam77xoxo]

i know it's so nice just to know that i can always talk to stefano now. :) i'm gonna miss him but i know he's still here with all of us. i love you too girl! i'm so glad i've had wonderful friends like you thru all of high school. i honestly don't know if i could have survived without you guys. ya'll will never know how much you mean to me and how much you've helped me even when i wasn't very deserving. <333!!!

ps ronson wants you! haha