drugs can be bad.

i can't even think straight. like i like everything that's happening but i can't react to it. my body won't allow it to happen. my heart has been broken too many times, the pieces are too jagged to fit. hahha. man, this is beautiful thinking.

me and laura have the most philosophical conversations and we totally understand each ( Read more... )

good lord. today was so weird. these weird people came over to laura's with samantha and LITERALLY acted out a scene with the girl dying. i was so creeped out and confused. i was gettin really fucking scared. it was horrible. but there were so many random funny things that happened. and wonderful people. and the guy at shell sold me cigarettes ( Read more... )

ah! fucking 311. i have never in my life been to such a badass show. i can't get over it. lol. i had soo much fun! we got there and saw like everybody. craig, geoff, jamie, ben, julian, preston, taylor, peter, thomas, travis. it was a good group. in the VERY beginning of the show peter, thomas, jamie, and taylor ran up to "mosh" so me and travis ( Read more... )

just woke up.. thought i'd share this with you.

The George Carlin Theory of Life:
"The most unfair thing about life is  the
way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get  at the end of it? Death. What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it  out of the way. Then ( Read more... )

oh yeah! daryn and amanda are back together i think. so no sex for us. PETER?! hahahaha

so tonight was.. interesting.

went to laura's after school, started drinking around 5. went to global chaos with laur, steph and tommy boy. then me, lace, and steph went to the soccer game to watch peter and andrew play their last game. YAY BOYS! "goooo number niiiiine. wooooo hooo! goooo peeeeeteeeer! drink that gatoraaaaaaaaaaaaaade! oooooh YEAH ( Read more... )

"a 'badonkadonk' is a very attractive ass." - the chappelle show is funny.

311 is saturday. HAHA! thomas said friday, i looked at the ticket, definitely says SATURDAY. it's okay i still love thomas. he let me borrow a 311 shirt to wear tomorrow, cause it's 3-11 buuut it's too big. sad.

i don't know what i want to do! cause i'm a chicken. but he's ( Read more... )

interesting situation.

come back online to daryn having left a message to IM him as soon as i got back. so he told me that him and amanda are now on a "break" which means.. things (i use that term loosely) can happen between us. so yay?

peter gets online and we start to finally talk about what's been going on. and now we both have admitted we are ( Read more... )

Sure I think about you now and then But it's been a long long time I've got a good life now I've moved on So when you cross my mind I try not to think about What might have been 'Cause that was then And we have taken different roads We can't go back again There's no use giving in And there's no way to know What might have been We could sit and ( Read more... )

good god this weekend was fun. friday after school me, lacy, stephanie, peter, blake, travis, and manuel went to laura's house. and we all got our beer and started drinking at like 4. it was the most wonderful thing. 8 hours of absolute drunkness. we were all gonna go to the soccer game really plastered, but everyone left and me and laura went to ( Read more... )