moodswings are a bitch.

[glamour___me]

I have so much on my mind.
I don't want to share it all.
I feel stupid.

I want to cry.
I'm thinking about everything.
Is this all really worth it?
Is this really what life is supposed to be like?

I wish things were different.
I wish I could feel different.

My mom thinks I'm depressed.
Joy.
Maybe I am.

I'm going to lose it
if I can't tell you
I like you.

Comments

if only i could describe.

[anonymous]

haley. ur are the best. i want to run to ur house, give u the biggest hug. not a hug that is "u wanted a hug so im giving u one" but a hug that reassures u.. how much i love u, n how much i care for u. i wish i could change what u feel, come take it all away. n show u that life is one of the biggest gifts that we have, but i cant take away ur pain, or ur feelings. but i can be the shoulder that u come cry on, and the arms that give u a hug, and the person that tells u just what u want to hear, to put that smile on ur face. so here i am. u no my number and my sn. when u need to talk, day or night. call. ill be there.
<3 more than ever. xoxo kay

[glamour___me]

you're the besst <33
loveyouohsomuch.

wow

[anonymous]

you have a way with words now dontcha? sorry your feeling a little down. i would have thought that you were happy, you always seem so happy and delighted. maybe not. well why dont you just tell everyone straight up that if you feel like you have to compete for their friendship then it's not worth it. kayleigh and meghan are there for you, and theres probably more people then you probably will ever know care about you.

on a lighter note;; i like your new livejournal look. it's pretty. talk to you soon.

ps. to meghan: i'm just ragging on your, your not boring i'm just tired all the time, lol. sorry if i got ya a tad bit frustrated.

Re: wow

[anonymous]

**you

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU

[_discotoit]

that's okay, anonymous. love.

haley i love you && you know that while i might not be there constantly, you know that we have so much in common and we will always be such good friends. i love you SO much and everything we have done together has been so great. this is cheesy but i love cheesy-ness. you know that if there's ever something you need to talk about, you can call me or text me or im me because depression is something that i have def. gone and seen happen - even though you might not feel depressed all the time obviously. haha i suck.

talk to you tonight dahling.
<3 meg

eeeerm

[_discotoit]

haley, i'm just wondering, are you a lez or bi? or are you straight acting gay?

[glamour___me]

wtf?
lol. if you're going to get on a personal level with me, at least share your name.

as a once not so famous person i know said

[_discotoit]

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh no. bitch :)