hiiiiii, so i got hired as a tour guide today. and so i have to watch like 3 more tours, then i get to start training. fit. the money is quite good, but im going to try and find a bar job for the night times.
oh berlin is so lovely.

also i have mood swings.

the last days have been like this. alcohol and lots of it at the beer drinking bridge. picnics with sazzle at alexanderplatz. going to the lake and attracting wasps. swimming in the lake and attracting fish. met a boy. met some friends. went out to london calling last night, and looked at boys boys boys galore, then we rode the hunger bus all the ( Read more... )

just to tell you that berlin is beautiful as i remember, and ive found a way to make lots of money, and also applied for a job as a tour guide. weird.
now im off to meet a boy for a beer in the park. the second boy with a beer in the park since ive been here. boys! boys! boys!!! i am a boy crazy at the moment.

someone write me a bloody letter!!

well, the good and great news is that i am writing you all from berlin. it is cold, cloudy and rainy. FUCKING FABULOUS, because ive spent the past 5 months on the mediterranean is that how you spell it, having to sweat and not be sociable. ive had a nice night each night since ive been out. im glad i'm here. if anyone wants to write me a letter or ( Read more... )

i am peter and i never update the livejournal. i just forget is all ( Read more... )

and take you on a trip back through the ages, only i don't have photographs on my livejournals because i don't even own a camera.
let's see what memory lane has in store for me.

Last Year
and
A Year Ago, Tommorrow

Two Years Ago

Three Years Ago

Four Years Agoand that's all i have, because 5 years ago i hadn't even started being on livejournal ( Read more... )

hrm. i'm feeling better this week, than last. though i didn't end up going to the doctor because i started feeling like a normal again. that's always the way, i should just go to the doctor anyway, for next time ( Read more... )

oh, i am having such a week. i haven't felt like this since just before i left nashville and felt constantly on edge, wanting to climb the walls or out of my own skin. it's a bit scary. i had a minor episode at work this afternoon, and i'm still not entirely sure what about. just stress, and the fact that i can't communicate very well with the ( Read more... )

yikes! i've been having these horrible feelings of anxiety again, and i'm not sure why i'm having them. this hasn't happened for a very long time, but i've just got a knot in my stomach and a feeling of impending doom, and i feel near tears half the time. and i don't know what i can do about it here because i'm not registered to a doctor here ( Read more... )

again again, here i am. i've decided that now i work in an internet cafe, i will have hours and hours online to entertain myself and all of you, so i can now update livejournal more frequently, and also keep up with my correspondence. so what's to update ( Read more... )