awake

[glances_benign]

I've been crying. Because... I look at all these jobs that I Could do but I don't have the training in the skills to do them, or they're shit jobs that I should take anyway but they're so far away half my paycheck will evaporate with the gas to get out to them

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[glances_benign]

Well, some good things have come of this anguish. I am going back to school. I don't know how yet. I don't know if I'll get financial aid or unemployment because I owe NY State taxes. Mom said she'd pay for me to go, not that I relish dealing with her shit ever again. So, I'm gonna be cleaning up my life, one way or the other. God what a mess I've made of it.

[stumbliene]

I wish there was more I could do or say other than 'I'm here for you'. =( you're such a beautiful person, sweetie...It's not your fault the world routinely takes beauty and shatters it into a million peices.
I hope you survive this, because that's step one. Much love to you.