"You need to get some"
I AM: Stolen from Mr Palahniuk/Marla Singer, "infested parastic waste"
I WANT: to be in a permanent fugue.
I HAVE: A black 5 piece drumkit called the Duke.
I WISH: I could be content
I HATE: My insecurity.
I MISS: Duncan.
I FEAR: Growing old and incompetent. A burden to others.
I HEAR: Tapping the Vein
I SEARCH: Skin for scars on others
I WONDER: What happiness is
I REGRET: Giving my heart out so readily.
I LOVE: Friends and family
I ACHE: Lying in bed at night in the dark alone.
I ALWAYS: Try to please others
I AM NOT: A beautiful person
I DANCE: When stoned
I SING: In the shower or when I have the house to myself and the music up very loud.
I CRY: Nearly daily
I AM NOT ALWAYS: A saint
I WRITE: Straight from my callous heart.
I WIN: the prize for being a sycophant.
I LOSE: myself in pieces of people
I CONFUSE: Myself
I NEED: A lobotomy
I SHOULD: Exercise
x. father thinks I am: He probably doesn't know I am still alive, much less he care.
x. mother thinks I am: Strange
x. three things you are often complimented on: That's hard. Uhh... being empathetic, my taste and uhm... my art.
x. I get embarrassed when: People I like compliment me.
x. makes you happy: Creating, friends, music, my drum kit and my dog.
x. upsets you: Myself, others words
x. you keep a diary: Online and paper.
x. you like to cook: Chicken salad and pasta
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Yes.
x. you're in love: No, but I love someone.
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: I don't wear a watch...
x. you bite your fingernails: No. I used to though.
x. you believe in love: ...
Who is...?
The weirdest person you know: Uhm... Andrew. The fucking dick.
the Loudest Person you Know: Uhm... probably Grunter.
The Sexiest Person you Know: Hah... I can't say...
Your close friends: Diandra, Deb, Ali, Lacey, Erin, Chris, Susie, Niko, Glen.
The Person that Knows the Most about you: Uhm... probably Niko
Your Crush?: Can't say.
Most Boring Teacher: Mr Chisholm. Although he became uber exciting when he pulled a baggie out of his wallet that contained a friends ashes!!
1. What is...?
your most overused phrase on IM: Fuck!
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: I was thinking about a man in a bondage mask.
your best feature: Eyes
your best inside joke: The same as Diandra put, WICKED! (Diandra!!!!)
2. Do You...?
Take a shower every day?: Usually. It depends where I am.
have a(any) crush(es): Yeah. I do.
think you know you've been in love: Yeah.
want to get married: Fuck no.
have any tattoos/where?: I used to have a homemade one, but scraped the ink out after about 2 weeks. So, no. I want over my stomach - under my breasts, stretching across to my back, I want one all over my back, one on my wrist and one on my neck.
piercings/where?: Only my lug and ears after I had to take out my eyebrow and tongue.
think you're a health freak: Fuck no!!!
get along with your parents: Some...
like thunderstorms: Yes, except when my dog cries at fucking 2am!!
SIGN: Tarus
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Ewww, dark brownish
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Black, red, blonde.
EYE COLOR: Green
BIRTHPLACE: Ergh, Sydney, Australia.
( FAMILY )
PARENTS: Mum, Roger, Gwen and Baby (my dog)
SIBLINGS: Gwen
LIVE WITH: WIth the above at the moment
FAVORITE RELATIVE: Mum and Jeanie
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 0
COLOR: Black and red
DAY: Thursday (pay day)
MONTH: June
SONG: Way too many.
FOOD: Peanut Satay, Sushi, Chicken Hokkien Noodles, Marmite on toast!!
SEASON: Winter - it rains alot and gets all foggy up here.
SPORT: I hate sport. But I love horseriding, and I used to compete so I guess that's my fave sport. I also love swimming.
DRINK: Chai Lattes, coffee, green tea, orange juice
VEGGIE: Baby Bok Choy
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Make out
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? Hot chocolate
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? CHocolate
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? Uhmm... nearly.
HELPED SOMEONE? Yeah
BOUGHT SOMETHING? No
GOTTEN SICK? No
GONE TO THE MOVIES? No, but I watched on on TV
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? No
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? I probably said it to my dog.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? No
TALKED TO AN EX? No
MISSED AN EX? Yeah
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Duh...
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? Crush on? hahahhahaha.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Always
MISSED SOMEONE? I miss someone all day.
HUGGED SOMEONE? No
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? No
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Not really. I am pissed off at someone, but I told them.
name 9 things you hate:
1. Ignorance
2. Racism
3. DuHbya Bush
4. Bitchiness
5. Most females
6. My body
7. Dry lips
8. Money
9. Capitalism
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? Sure. Well, depending on what it was.
2. Bungee jump? FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK NOOOOOOOOOOOO
3. Hang glide? Uhmmm... dunno.
4. Kill someone? Yes.
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? Yeah
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? Depends who she was. Maybe.
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? No way.
8. Parachute from a plane? Nuh uh
9. Walk on hot coals? Probably
10. Go out with someone for their looks? Fuck no!
11. For their reputation? Hell no. That is uber fucking sad.
12. Be a vegetarian? I don't eat that much meat nowdays, so it'd be easy for me to be one.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? If it was a rockin' skirt, sure.
14. IM a stranger: Haha, yeah.
15. Sing karaoke? :D YES!!
16. Get drunk off your ass? Yes
17. Shoplift? No way, i'd end up paying for it anyway outta my tax!
18. Run a red light? Sure
19. Star in a porn video? BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. No way. A slasher, hell yes!
20. Dye your hair blue? I've had blue hair before..
21. Be on Survivor? Hahaha NO!
22. Wear makeup in public? Hahahaha, yeah...
23. NOT wear makeup? Sure.
25. Make someone cry? I've made a few people cry. I made my old primnary school teacher resign, hahaha. The bag.
26. Call your math teacher a idiot? More like a cunt... Although I don't take maths anymore.
27. Kick a baby? HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. If it was DuHbya's baby, sure.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? Yeah. But that's where i'd draw the line.
29. Cuss out a priest? FUCK YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
30. Take a job as a janitor? If I was desperate
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? Haha
32. Stay up all through the night? I do often...
33. Drink straight espresso? Sure, why not?