"Everyone's nightmares are going to happen. Everybody's ripping the mask from their eyes..."

[glass_vein]

Today has been very melancholic

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[icedemon87]

Ah, I love that Maiden album. I'm not too kean on some of their older stuff to be honest, but yeah, 'Face in the Sand' is beautiful. I listen to that on repeat WAAAAAAY too much.
And Nothing Else matters, too. It's a great song for when I'm sad and empty; put it on full volume with my ears pressed against the speakers to drown out the noise and craziness in my head. Beautiful. I can play all of it apart from the solo on my guitar; I love it!!

Jess; you're a precious person. I really wish you could see it more.
*hug*

Take care xx

[glass_vein]

It is a grand album. I love it too.

Indeed, both of those songs are great to have up so loud that your ears hurt.

Oh wow. You continue to amaze me Ange, I would LOVE to be able to play most of Nothing Else Matters on guitar... you should be proud of yourself that you can do that. It is so beautiful.

And thank you, that means alot. You are a special person too, I wish you could see it as well.

Take Care

[elohim_meth]

Don't be feelin' bad now missy.
I don't think you were born a virus either, you're much too pretty. No one is really born a virus, it's the way people treat you in life that make you feel that way.

I won't play: I mean I was very depressed at one point in my life, and then I was like, "WHY?! Why am I tolerating this?!" So I got out and did something about it. I didn't change my clothes because I love the way I dress, but I changed my attitude and got out and did fun things and made friends. (By making friends I mean like 1 or 2, lol, I didn't all of a sudden become a celebrity)
I got tired of feeling sad, and I had a bad home life, but I found ways of dealing with it that made me feel not so depressed.
One life, might as well enjoy it. There's a lot of good hidden behind the "masks" you speak of.

[glass_vein]

You know what? You're right. I guess it is stupid of me to sit here and feel like this and not do anything about it... Thanks Jill... you've inspired me to actively try to be more happy. Instead of wishing it would come to me magically.

You give great advice, thanks Heaps *Hug*

[elohim_meth]

Nah, not stupid of you. But I think there's a point where everyone realizes that the only person they can truly rely on for change is themselves.
And take it from me, I used to be so mean and nasty because I was miserable with life and with my bad situations, but I ameliorated everything and now I'm 100% better.

*hooogs*
Must go to OH now, arrivederci amica mia.

[glass_vein]

Mmm yeah... you can only rely on yourself if you want to change. Especially if it's to be happier. You're so wise, lol.

Good luck for tomorrow :)

*Hugs*

I stand alone in this desolate plain

[dead_cat_]

Dance of Death is beautiful! The song 'Rainmaker' is so positive and always cheers me up. Montsegur (sp?) is the next best and of course Dance of Death itself is immense. It's like a story isn't it? "Let me tell you a story to chill the bones etc" can't remember the rest. Heh the best bit is where he goes "Lifeless figures! They were undead all of them - they had ascended from he-e-e-e-ell!" and then the music breaks in. It's gorgeous! And it's so authentically medieval too

"I wait for signs, they tell me true"

[glass_vein]

Indeed, Rainmaker is a grand song. I fucking LOVE the guitars on it, it makes me feel like dancing, lol.

Yeah, Dance of Death is almost a narration, huh? I dig that, it's quite unique.

Yeah, I love Bruce's voice, it reminds me a bit of Quiet Riot actually.

HA! I am coming to the UK to visit HMV, lol. CDs here are too damned expensive >:/ But worth it aye.

I LOVE the Black album too. And Master of Puppets and the S&M album. An ex co-worker had the S&M album on DVD. I went over to his place, cooked him tea and lay on his bed with him watching it. It was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo amazing, I have to buy it.

Indeed, there is something insanely beautiful about 'Nothing ELse Matters'. Fuck I love Metallica SOO BAD! :D

Thanks Ali. The Iron Maiden and Metallica chat made me feel a ton better :D

You too Ali, don't break under the weight of darkness. Instead turn on 'Rainmaker' and dance :D :D

Re: "I wait for signs, they tell me true"

[dead_cat_]

lol HMV's great but it only has one section dedicated to metal. The other decent sections are general rock and indie.. Virgin Megastores in the next city, Leeds is MUCH better. In fact I plan to go there tomorrow if I can. I think the plane ticket would cost more than the amount you save on CDs! :P

Oh the S&M DVD! I really wanted that aaaaaaaages ago but it's like 30 quid!! Penniless students and highly priced DVD's do not go together.

I'm feeling quite down right now, so I may just switch it on...

Re: "I wait for signs, they tell me true"

[glass_vein]

It reeks S&M is so much. Here, the album is $40 so I dread to see what the DVD is.

*Hugs* I hope Metallica soothes you.

[pontius_18]

Wow! You certainly got that letter fast, i must admit i'm a bit embarrased of revealing my image to you, becuz i find you so decadently beautiful, i guess you could say i feel a little intimidated. I know you would never judge me by image though, but it really means alot that you don't find me hideous haha. I hope you liked the art, not exactly the best, but tis decent.

Being immune to the disease of the world is utterly impossible. Everybody is infected, only some more than others. You and I are infected with the intellect to tell the difference. What we suffer is beyond others, it's embedded and rooted deep within us, and it nurtures us, and gives us the capability to go on. Although we struggle daily, tis our minds that keep us afloat.

You are not a virus Jess, you are beyond words, simply unlike any other. I wish i could say more, but my mind is faltering today.

Take care Dear Jess.

[glass_vein]

I can understand how you feel, revealing your image. But I truly mean it, you are sooo beautiful. When I first saw you, I thought that I would love to take black and white photographs of you. God, that sounds like a bad porn movie line, lol. What I mean is that whenever I see beauty I like, I want to photograph it in black and white.

And thank you for your kind words, they make me feel less grotesque, lol.

Fuck no, you could never be hideous. In spirit or appearance.

I was looking at your art and my sis came into my room and saw it and started gushing about how rad it was :D -I love it. In my new room at the flat, I am going to hang it on my wall so whoever comes in can admire it. I hope you don't mind...?

Indeed... it seems funny... our minds poison us against others and yet nurture us and make us who we are. And for that, I am grateful.

Diandra, each word soothes this wounded soul. Thank you for being there for me always.

Take Care

[pontius_18]

Oh Jess, you have just picked up a few pieces of my shattered self esteem off the floor. I really mean that, and i thank you. Nobody has ever said they'd take black and white photos of me, i feel honored hehe.

You are not grotesque in the least, but i know the feeling. We share it.

That is so awesome, that even your sister thought my art was something worth looking at. Tell her thank you for me. You are welcome to do anything you'd like with my art, the fact that you'd hang it is so humbling.

Yes, pain makes us who we are, it's the skin we cannot shed.

Thank you for being there for me as well, we have eachother.

*hug*

[glass_vein]

I wish I could pick all the pieces up and rearrange them so that you could see your beauty reflected. But I know that you will never see what others see in you. Which, I guess is your payment for being so beautiful.

I shall thank her for you. And I cannot wait to hang your work and photographs on my wall. I feel so honored that you share them with me.

We do have each other... thank you dearly for that...

*Hugs*

[poxydoktor]

yes babe..you must save the best for last ;O) i h0ope your doing ok and i'll tlk to you soon..i have the next couple nights off..i'll try to meet you on here sometime.love you jess