The pills aren't working. Or so I don't think...
Saw the doctor last week and he said to come back next week, and he will probably up the does to 40mg. Fan-motherfucking-tastic.
My throat hurts really badly. It has for a couple of days. I am so lost at the moment. *Sigh*
I just don't know.
Niko sent me Chuck Palahniuk's new book, Haunted, which
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It's so good to hear from you love, and hang in there because you're a fighter and you're made of galvanised steel. You're warrior material and you can get through all this shit and darkness because you just need to have hope.
I love the way you design your clothes, almost makes me want to go out and get a miniskirt to customise too. I remember once you had a white skirt on which you wrote SlipKnoT's 'Duality' lyrics on.
I'm so stoked that Dug's helping out and being so supportive, he's a great lad that one. And you're great for each other in my opinion. And you won't fuck things up because if he'll stick with you no matter what if he's serious so don't worry love.
GOOD LUCK in your exam!! Remember people all over the world will be wishing you luck and thinking of you (namely the UK and NM as well as good old NZ) :)
Take a LOT of care sweetheart and stay as strong as the unyielding stone shieldmaiden you are.
xxx
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You should get a miniskirt to customise, it'll look hottttt >;)
I showed Dug what you said, hope you don't mind :P He smiled.
Haha, thanks Ali. I hope your exams went well too?
Thanks again Ali. Words cannot express how much I thank you. You're a sweetheart.
take care, love you.
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Well I've only had one exam so far, which was a resit from last year... and that was ok I think. But my actual exams begin on Wednesday and I'm going down a really self-destructive route here and not revising at all... I just can't find the energy and willpower :(
Love you x
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I can't believe you frickin' buoght clothes that cheap! What the hell?! O'm jealous!!!!!! I love corsets and bustiers too, but up here man, I spend a goddamned fortune.
I remember last year I was at the Renaissance Faire and I wanted a medieval corset and this woman put me into one that I also barely fit into. It was so tight I almost passed out because it totally contstricted my lungs. It reminded me of the real story of Snow White where instead of a poison apple, Snow white was killed by a corset.
I'm really happy for you a Doug.
You still have to meet me on Yahoo sometime!..you know, for webcamin' and all that. I'm 6 or 7 hours behind you I think, and I'm usually online around 10:00 p.m. MY TIME.
So if you're ever bored...
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Yeah, me neither. Corsets here are soooooooooooo expensive, so I was stoked to find that.
Holy shit... that's insane. Why'd she put you in one that's so tight?
Awesome, do you use MSN messenger? If not, I will try get on at around 10pm YOUR time, it'd be rad to talk to you Jill.
take care :)
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Why haven't you been responding to my comments lately? :( IT makes me sad.
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I'm sorry, I have been really fucking slack. It's no excuse... it's nothing personal, i'm just lazy and mean.
I am sorry :(
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I just responded to your more than welcome e-mail, i touched on alot of the topics you mentioned here, i wish i could make it all better, make it all go away, but i hope that at least my words make a slight difference for the better. I'm here no matter the circumstance, just know that.
Let me know how the new book is when you're done? I may buy it sometime soon. I wasn't even aware it was out haha.
That's an awesome pic of Doug btw, he has the koolest expression in it haha.
Plz take care Jess, i miss you, our sutures bind us.
I love you.
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I thank you for your email, I lvoe getting them from you. Hearing from you makes it all seem a little less daunting.
So far the book rocks, I will let you kow after I finish it though :)
Haha, thanks :)
You take care too Di. I miss you, its great to talk to you :) Our sutures will never tear, no matter what.
I love you.
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