The pain trickles down my heeks, dissolving into my mouth.

[glass_vein]

Things have been so tough as of late.

I went to my doctor yesterday and revealed everything. His reaction was to double my meds and to tell me to go see the student counsellor. I asked him for a referral, he said he could give me one, but to see how the meds work first. I showed him everything, he swore as a reaction, and then told me its a '

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[dead_cat_]

*hugs*

I hate not being able to cry :( Although I've never been able to do it anyway hence the release of tension in other more destructive ways.

Eurgh psychotropic drugs aren't the miracle cures they make them out to be. I remember when I was on fluoxetine I felt absolutely calm but totally emotionless as if I didn't give a fuck about anything at all ever.

Oh dear love you don't need to lose weight at all! Just make sure you're doing it for yourself if you do try and not anyone else- also make sure you don't starve yourself in the process. Sorry I'm just worried :(

Ooh you have Aussie-tralian friend too? :D It's winter over there! Wait I think it's winter in NZ too..

Take care love! xxx

[glass_vein]

*hugs back*

No, they surely aren't miracles at all. I can't even think properly anymore. It sucks balls, lol. If you don't mind me asking, when did you come off the Fluox? That's what I am on at the mo.

I am doing it for me Ali, thank you for your concern :) I hope your battle with weight has lessened? 'Cause you are supremely beautiful and thin already.

It damn feels like winter over here! It sucks ass. What season is it there?

Thanks Ali, you take care too.

[dead_cat_]

I came off them only a few weeks after I was put on them actually - this was last year between late January and early March. I went onto St John's Wort after that which was better but it made my skin go funny =/ plus SJW was OTC so I had to pay like £9 for it! That's not gunna break the bank but as a jobless student it's a lot to fork out.

No it's still going with me, may never stop. And I realise people seem to think I'm thin but I'll never be thin enough for me.

It's summer! It's SO bloody hot :( You're lucky over thar. That reminds me of this dentist I once met who would spend 6 months in the Northern Hemisphere then the next 6 in the Southern Hemisphere so she'd never have to experience winter. Tut, what a twatbitch! She could've given her money to Oxfam instead of combatting her fear of the cold.

[glass_vein]

Oh shit. You feel that SJW helped? I took it for a while before the Fluox, but it made me feel wayyyy worse.

:( I wish I you could see hoe beautiful you are ALi. Seriously.

What a bitch, I agree, she could have donated it to a worthy cause, other than her fear of winter. Pffft.

Take care Ali.

[pontius_18]

I love you more than i love myself. I'm really fucking worried about you though, i hate hate hate to think of you in pain, i'd tear all my sutures and give them to you, if only they'd heal some of your wounds.

Plz fight this Jess, you're so strong and beautiful, you won't get pulled under. Things are hard for the time being, but nothing will ever claim you.

Thnx for the e-mail, it calmed me a bit, plz take care Jess, i need you to be okay.

I love you.

[glass_vein]

I love you too Di. I will be ok, I just worry about you more.

Promise me you will fight this, I will be alongside you every step of the way. You are my strength Di.

I love you.

[pontius_18]

we worry about the other enough to fill a nation lol. I think we'll both be okay knowing the other is there, actually i know so. =)

I will fight this, so long as you do, we can together.

I love you too.

[pat_the_possum]

oh god, i really didnt help matters with my little A&E distaster :'(

I'm so so so sorry hun, being friends with me on its own would be enough to send anyone into depression :'(

I'm so sorry (again) :'(

*big hugs* i cant wait to go to welly :-) hopefully it will cheer all of us up, getting out of boring old palmy for a bit

*hugs again* we all care about you so much Jess, you're a fantastic person!!!!

[glass_vein]

Dude, it was unexpected - you didn't do it on purpose, I am just soooooooooooooooooooooo glad you are ok.

"being friends with me on its own would be enough to send anyone into depression :'("
Susie, do you want me to kill you? 'cause I will... and then I will plead insanity, blame it on the Prozac and get off scott free...

I can't wait to go to Welly, it should be swell. I wanna buy pretty things, lol.

*Hugs back* Susie, thank you. You are a terrific friend, you're defnitely a 'breast' friend a grrrrrrrrrrl or boy could have :)

[pat_the_possum]

Yay welly :-)

I will try to stop saying sorry, i just still feel so so bad... you know...

anyway, il c you sometime tomorrow :-)

hurrah!

[shadow_kat9135]

Heya chickie... :( Dude I feel for you... *hugs* I've been where you are, and I'm here for you ^_^

Just a couple of questions. >_> How do you know who I am? And who are you? XP

[glass_vein]

Thank you :) I am sorry that you'bre I am, that bites :(

I actually don't know who you are, I came across you when looking at someone else's LJ (and I conveniently forget who, sorry!).

[shadow_kat9135]

*laughs* It's alright.