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[glassrapture]

i just finished my last cross country race. ever. six years of the sport and i am done. it is a weird feeling. i was super sad yesterday but while i was running today (and not doing very well) i remembered how much i actually hate running while i'm running. now that i am done i think maybe i do like it...but i feel okay about never having to run

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[tabithabell]

i know how you feel with ending something you've been doing for so long, it feels so unnatural. i took piano lessons for about two years and i slacked off for most of the second year. i stopped feeling the music when i played and i decided that i hated it. after i quit, i thought that maybe i really did like it and i had made a mistake, but i guess it's all for the best. i just don't think it was for me, even though everyone told me i wasted such a good talent.