i hate self portraits.

i hate speed workouts.

yesterday was awful. i go to work and everything had changed...we now have uniforms, a whole bunch of lame rules and NO base pay. i need a new job. so i looked for a job for awhile yesterday but no one is hiring. and then i worked on my drawing for the longest time and it still isn't done and i have to finish it today ( Read more... )

okay so yesterday. i had a model un meetng in the morning and that was fine...but now my painting isn't going so well, which is frusterating. i really need to finish my drawing too...hopefully this weekend. but the day was really long and boring. i didn't get a good grade on my paper so i am mad about that...but i am not going to change my writing ( Read more... )

why does every day have to be so terrible?

the meet was awful. i had a really bad headache and my vision was all distorted. it was scary.

i don't have a car. my radiator went out. i am driving another car but i can only use it during the day and it is a stick. i haven't driven stick for two years.

survivor was really good.

but when he makes me feel like it makes me really upset.

so. cross country was fine yesterday, except jess fell and hurt herself fairly badly so that wasn't too cool. but I think she is fine...so I come home and I had about two hours to waste until drumline...and I make sure the tape machine is set up to tape gilmore girls. so i come home from drumline and i guess my sister felt like turning the tape off ( Read more... )

my alarm did not go off...again. so i'm late...again ( Read more... )

Reid and I have been together ten months as of today...that's a long time. I like him so much ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning, went to church...came home feeling really nauseous with a slight headache...yeah threw up twice and here i am home again. can't i just feel okay for one day???

so i went to school for maybe ten minutes...just to hand in some assignments and talk to my coach. and now i have been home all day. i am so bored ( Read more... )

i ate at wallaby's last night. it wasn't that great.

i watched panic room. it was alright.