For me school is starting to loose interest. not that it should, this is my last year and my last semester. it's crazy exciting, but there is no motivation for me anymore. I guess I'm so desperate for reading week its starting to take its toll on me.

I haven't been sleeping. whether I eat something before bed or if I don't. whether I drink something ( Read more... )

there are somedays when I feel that wasting time in writing long entries is uselss.
pretty much everytime I do so, I lose the damn entry because of some retarded reason like the window freezes or crap like that.

I had written a entry about the status of how things in my life are going, as well as about how I have never been happier in my life than I ( Read more... )

So the fighting has somewhat subsided. I exploded this week. I had finally had enough. It seems like no matter how things go, SOMETHING comes up. Every single time. I know 'that's life' but for once I would love it if it would give me a break. I never meant to break down and out right yell at him, but I was just so frusterated with everything it ( Read more... )

I have no idea what I should do with school now :S.

I was just looking over my course outlines for two of my classes and I have 2 assignments due next month, which I have no information on yet. I'm missing notes from all my classes. Only one prof. has sent me notes, and I'm still missing 10 days worth of notes from those classes. ((I have two ( Read more... )

Overall things have improved. I guess. I mean nothing is going to be perfect, ever. That's just how things are going to be. I've come to grips with that. It's just going to happen this way. It's time for me to move on to more important things in my life.

Aaron & I are in our final years of university....well sort of. I mean, I'm probably going to be ( Read more... )

So I'm feeling a little bit better from my last post.
I'm still feeling some of the same feelings, but I don't think that's ever really going to change unless I forget about it. ((easier said than done))

Aaron leaves for Edmonton this weekend. He's reffing the Roller Hockey Nationals. He's basically going to be reffing 7 games a day, friday, saturday ( Read more... )

Part of me wishes there was something else that I could say; but there isn't.

i HaTE being alone.

So once again I have noticed the same thing that I noticed before I left for Edmonton. It sucks.

Aaron & Dan were at the cabin yesturday. Once again I was supposted to go, but Aaron said (once again) that he doesn't want to piss his parents off. Unfortunately, it's things like this that make me believe that Aaron's parents don't like me at all. Or ( Read more... )

some people are so self-centred. *rolls eyes*

*hums with silversun pickups 'lazy eye'*

So I'm back from Edmonton. It was a great trip ^_^ We went to West Edmonton Mall three times, one time was for the waterpark, which was a total blast ^_^ Aaron & I went on every slide that was open. There was only 1 that I didn't really like, but that's because it freaked me out since it's pretty much a ( Read more... )