Why is it so much harder to deal with someone's death when you witness their last breaths, when you watch as people rush around to attempt to make this person as comfortable as possible, trying to keep him alive, while you pray that the ambulance will hurry up, thinking that it could have been you, could have been anyone there? Why? I don't get ( Read more... )

Let's just say i suck at meeting people and everything i was nervous about had reason... i've been at yale doing orientation for a week and i have met so many people yes, but i can't say that i have made one friend... i really had an open mind the first day of orientation but i guess i just have that much of a lack of social skills... I hate ( Read more... )

I am documenting my journey here at Yale in the form of a second livejournal. It will be in a story form so it is best to start from the first entry, which right now there is only one, but i will be getting it up to date in the next few days. Enjoy! and feel free to give me some advice on how to make any improvements because i am far from a ( Read more... )

and suddenly it hit me that i start at Yale on Thursday... and i became extremely terrified and unable to concentrate on the rest of the movie... I am so terrified that i am close to tears... Well i don't know why i'm so terrified, maybe it's because i have no confidence in myself and have the worst social skills ever, not to mention i don't ( Read more... )

It's pretty great up here, we are less than an hour away from multiple beaches, and a two hour train ride to new york city. For our five year anniversary we are hoping to get a bed and breakfast in vermont, which is only a 4 hour drive, and we hope to spend new years eve in times square ( Read more... )

This moving company sucks... NEVER USE US VANLINES ( Read more... )

so we were at a bar with rick's mom na btother and marisol and we had dinner and rick's mom left and tlater ahshe called us a little whyle later to etll us that someone was mesing witgh them by knocking on the door and then running away. rick (her boyfriend) had out his gun out and was ready to shoot someone and they were calling the police. well ( Read more... )

So i just got back from my trip to New Haven where i was searching for an apartment. And we have one! It's a cozy little one-bedroom in a quaint little neighborhood above an Indian restaurant and and Irish Pub, across the street from a Dunkin' Donuts and a hemp shop, apparently the oldest one in the country. It's just a couple blocks from the ( Read more... )

My life sucks and I suck.

That is all.

I don't know if it's exhaustion that's causing this entry but I'm philosophizing just now ( Read more... )