so, I called her this morning at noon when I was leaving for my class. I definatly woke her up, and she was definatly in a REALLLLLY pissed off state. ooops my bad. Convo was pretty bad, she seemed pissed at waking up and probably something else also. Although not enthusiastic to talk to me in anyway, I asked if she wanted to hang out and she said ( Read more... )

I put toooo muuuuch bank into friday, and it fell through. hard.

ThursdayWas supposed to hang out with ashley after about 3. As most of our planned hang outs have fallen through lately I had a feeling the same would happen. I called her about 3:30 and she was in a really shitty mood [ could tell just by her voice ] .She gives me a somewhat ( Read more... )

Why can't I ever fucking learn.

The moment a girl says "cute" you are no longer attractive.

Today started out bad, and just continued the trend. Woke up at 7am to bring john hu to school [ that way once class was done he could walk from the applied tech center across the street to the mitsu dealer and then drive his fixed car from there ] . Well i got him there, on my way home decided to stop into AdvancedAuto. As i was pulling into the ( Read more... )

So I talk to ashley briefly, and see something in her profile saying "new life in ohio" hmmmm..

Fear of Spaces: new life in ohio !?
ashley: yeah
ashley: im almost positive im moving there for a while
Fear Of Spaces: damn, how soon is that?
ashley: in the middle of november
ashley: but im going to bed ill ttyl
ashley: goodnight!!

awwww :( x ( Read more... )

continuation from last entryShe never did get my IM. Talked to her on register when ordering food and i slickly brought it up[ cant remember anymore but I snuck it in" and she was confused ( Read more... )

I'm quite unhappy. That damn slight tease of someone giving a shit about me got me back into the 'wanting a relationship' mode, and this shitty weather isn't helping either. I still don't know what happened, i keep 'reviewing' everything persay and dont get it. Though i'm pretty sure something with her ex boyfriend happened last week when i never ( Read more... )

From the movie Rounders
""In "Confessions of a Winning Poker Player," Jack King said, "Few players recall big pots they have won, strange as it seems, but every player can remember with remarkable accuracy the outstanding tough beats of his career." It seems true to me, cause walking in here, I can hardly remember how I built my bankroll, but I can ( Read more... )

oopsy, couldn't have been more wrong. Just when I was getting interested.

add this to the 'never bring up again, ever...its embarassing' section.

*sigh*

abit saddened today. :(

were supposed to hang out, think i missed a call via lost reception for a brief period of time, no hangout/partying as result :( .

though the hangout i thought went good the other day, more details soon but i've been lazy and working at 8am tomorrow..so i have about 4 hours of sleep if i go to sleep now.....