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Kurt/Blaine, h/c, trigger:suicidal thoughts
anonymous
September 21 2011, 11:31:56 UTC
When Kurt and Blaine first became friends they came up with a code word (up to the filler) that if one of them texted it to the other it basically means "I'm staring at a bottle of pills/razor/etc and I need you right now". Kurt always assumed it was for him (with the whole karofsky thing) but he never used it.
Now it's senior year and the two of them are dating and everything seems perfect, until one night Kurt is out with the girls (or at Friday night dinner, or anything else involving other people) when he gets the text from Blaine.
Up to the filler where it goes from there and what has happened to Blaine (though I'm imaging a fight with his dad or something to that effect). No actual character death please!
Re: Kurt/Blaine, Suicidal Thoughts - Lightning 4/4
anonymous
September 22 2011, 01:07:32 UTC
I made the mistake of reading this with a bunch of friends in the room. They kept asking me if I was okay because I kept almost crying. I might have actually cried if they hadn't kept interrupting me. This is...I can actually see this as canon.
This was a great fill and that last line made me laugh out loud. Such a Burt thing to say, and quite surprising after how intense the rest of the story was. Loved it!
Re: Kurt/Blaine, h/c, trigger:suicidal thoughts - Shot in the Dark 1/5_eyesofpride_January 23 2012, 22:30:11 UTC
It seemed like any normal daily coffee date with Blaine - no it wasn’t a date, Kurt reminded himself, not yet - until Blaine asked a question. “Kurt?” “Yes, Blaine?” “Have you…have you ever…thought, well…have you ever thought about killing yourself?” Kurt looked up into Blaine’s eyes, genuine intrigue - or was it concern - in his eyes. Of course Kurt had thought about suicide, but what teenager doesn’t? Kurt pretty much thought that anyone over the age of 13 with a pulse had some degree of thinking about killing themselves. He thought Blaine’s question stemmed from the fact that he had been bullied, mercilessly, until he was forced to switch schools. Sure, there were nights when Kurt would cry himself to sleep, alone with his thoughts - Why me? It will never get better. I just want it to end. I just want it to be over. - but nothing more than late night pity parties ever crossed his mind
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Re: Kurt/Blaine, h/c, trigger:suicidal thoughts - Shot in the Dark 2/5_eyesofpride_January 23 2012, 22:30:56 UTC
A year and a half later and Kurt couldn’t be any happier if tried. He was dating Blaine and now Blaine was even at his school, Karofsky was gone for good and he was planning on his big college getaway. Rachel had planned a girls movie night at her house for herself, him, Mercedes and even Sugar and Brittany now. The girls, and Kurt, were gathered around the screen watching Mean Girls, eating popcorn when Kurt got a text. “Kurt, your phones going off,” Mercedes said, handing him his phone. “Oooh, we all know who that must be,” Rachel giggled, grabbing another handful of popcorn. “Ha, ha. Very funny girls. My boyfriend is texting me. Alert the media.” Kurt grabbed his phone from Mercedes and glanced down at the screen.
Mottled -B
Kurt thought the room was spinning and all air had escaped out of his lungs. No, he thought, that was so long ago when we had that conversation…he can’t be… “I have to go,” Kurt said, grabbing his bag and heading for the door
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Re: Kurt/Blaine, h/c, trigger:suicidal thoughts - Shot in the Dark 3/5_eyesofpride_January 23 2012, 22:31:40 UTC
“NO!” Blaine said, clutching the gun to his chest. Oh my sweet goodness, I hope the safety is on!! Kurt thought, pulling back a bit, holding up his hands. “Okay, okay! But can I at least sit next to you?” Kurt motioned to the bed. He would never shoot me, even when he is drunk…right? Blaine looked up at Kurt and, judging him harmless for now, said, “Okay…I guess so.” Kurt moved slowly to the bed, having to sit somewhat behind Blaine, not sure if he should touch him right now. “Why don’t you tell me what happened, Blaine?” “Kurt it’s just…it’s just…everything!” Blaine said, gesturing with his hand still clasped around the gun, making Kurt very nervous, “It’s like…it’s my dad, it’s school, it’s my future…even Glee club is just terrible!” “Okay, honey, tell me about your dad first. Can I…may I touch you?” Kurt asked, eyeing Blaine carefully, his heart still racing. “Well it…oh, yeah I suppose,” Blaine said. Kurt laid an arm around Blaine’s shoulders, Blaine automatically leaning into him. Okay, this would be an awkward angle to
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Re: Kurt/Blaine, h/c, trigger:suicidal thoughts - Shot in the Dark 4/5_eyesofpride_January 23 2012, 22:33:05 UTC
He asked if it was you being such a fairy that was causing me to dance around like one too. And when he called you a fairy…I just…I just lost it!” Kurt looked down at the boy in his lap, his boyfriend, his sweet loving boyfriend. He’s in this because of me…because I am so…so…gay. Kurt ran his fingers through Blaine’s hair. “Blaine…Blaine, I’m so sorry,” Kurt felt tears gather in his eyes, threatening to fall for the first time that night
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Re: Kurt/Blaine, h/c, trigger:suicidal thoughts - Shot in the Dark 5/5_eyesofpride_January 23 2012, 22:33:37 UTC
“Blaine, I’m so glad you texted me. I don’t…I don’t know what I…what I would have done without you,” Kurt said, tears streaming down his face freely now, “Of course I would try and save you! I would do anything for you, Blaine, you have to know that. I am so sorry that your father…he did that to you…because of me…” “No! Baby, no! Of course it’s not you!” “Then it’s not because of you either! You are an amazing person. I love everything about you. I hope you know that. You don’t need to stop being who you are for anyone, not even your father.” Or Finn, who I am going to kill when I get home… “I know,” Blaine said wiping his nose on his sleeve, “but…it just hurts, Kurt. It hurts.” he reached to his bedside table for a tissue, blowing his nose into it and dropping it on the floor. “Want one
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Now it's senior year and the two of them are dating and everything seems perfect, until one night Kurt is out with the girls (or at Friday night dinner, or anything else involving other people) when he gets the text from Blaine.
Up to the filler where it goes from there and what has happened to Blaine (though I'm imaging a fight with his dad or something to that effect). No actual character death please!
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“Kurt?”
“Yes, Blaine?”
“Have you…have you ever…thought, well…have you ever thought about killing yourself?”
Kurt looked up into Blaine’s eyes, genuine intrigue - or was it concern - in his eyes. Of course Kurt had thought about suicide, but what teenager doesn’t? Kurt pretty much thought that anyone over the age of 13 with a pulse had some degree of thinking about killing themselves. He thought Blaine’s question stemmed from the fact that he had been bullied, mercilessly, until he was forced to switch schools. Sure, there were nights when Kurt would cry himself to sleep, alone with his thoughts - Why me? It will never get better. I just want it to end. I just want it to be over. - but nothing more than late night pity parties ever crossed his mind ( ... )
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“Kurt, your phones going off,” Mercedes said, handing him his phone.
“Oooh, we all know who that must be,” Rachel giggled, grabbing another handful of popcorn.
“Ha, ha. Very funny girls. My boyfriend is texting me. Alert the media.” Kurt grabbed his phone from Mercedes and glanced down at the screen.
Mottled -B
Kurt thought the room was spinning and all air had escaped out of his lungs. No, he thought, that was so long ago when we had that conversation…he can’t be… “I have to go,” Kurt said, grabbing his bag and heading for the door ( ... )
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Oh my sweet goodness, I hope the safety is on!! Kurt thought, pulling back a bit, holding up his hands. “Okay, okay! But can I at least sit next to you?” Kurt motioned to the bed. He would never shoot me, even when he is drunk…right?
Blaine looked up at Kurt and, judging him harmless for now, said, “Okay…I guess so.”
Kurt moved slowly to the bed, having to sit somewhat behind Blaine, not sure if he should touch him right now. “Why don’t you tell me what happened, Blaine?”
“Kurt it’s just…it’s just…everything!” Blaine said, gesturing with his hand still clasped around the gun, making Kurt very nervous, “It’s like…it’s my dad, it’s school, it’s my future…even Glee club is just terrible!”
“Okay, honey, tell me about your dad first. Can I…may I touch you?” Kurt asked, eyeing Blaine carefully, his heart still racing.
“Well it…oh, yeah I suppose,” Blaine said.
Kurt laid an arm around Blaine’s shoulders, Blaine automatically leaning into him. Okay, this would be an awkward angle to ( ... )
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Kurt looked down at the boy in his lap, his boyfriend, his sweet loving boyfriend. He’s in this because of me…because I am so…so…gay. Kurt ran his fingers through Blaine’s hair. “Blaine…Blaine, I’m so sorry,” Kurt felt tears gather in his eyes, threatening to fall for the first time that night ( ... )
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“No! Baby, no! Of course it’s not you!”
“Then it’s not because of you either! You are an amazing person. I love everything about you. I hope you know that. You don’t need to stop being who you are for anyone, not even your father.” Or Finn, who I am going to kill when I get home… “I know,” Blaine said wiping his nose on his sleeve, “but…it just hurts, Kurt. It hurts.” he reached to his bedside table for a tissue, blowing his nose into it and dropping it on the floor. “Want one ( ... )
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