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Sebastian, Klaine, TW: attempted suicide/suicide

[proudfreak_159]

First time prompter because I have too much on to write it myself!

I'd like Sebastian sending some kind of suicide note to Kurt and Blaine.

"Does that sound like a..."

"Suicide note? Yeah, it does."

It's up to the poster what the note says, whether this is at school or later on, maybe in New York, and if they find Seb before he attempts anything and what leads him to this point - it can anything.

I have an image in my head of Seb pushing a letter through Kurt and Blaine's door and them finding it straight away and running to see if he is still around...

Basically, I'm going through a bit of a Sebastian obsession and would love to read more angst about him.

Re: Sebastian, Klaine, TW: attempted suicide/suicide

[proudfreak_159]

Run

Re: Sebastian, Klaine, TW: attempted suicide/suicide

[proudfreak_159]

Wow, this was really emotional and powerful. I love that it was from Seb's POV, thank you for filling!

FILL- Internalized Anguish 1/?; Klaine, Sebastian; Warnings for Suicidal Thoughts/Actions, Self-Harm

[proudfreak_159]

"-He didn't even try to deny it," David finished his story, laughing

FILL- Internalized Anguish 2/?; Klaine, Sebastian; Warnings for Suicidal Thoughts/Actions, Self-Harm

[proudfreak_159]

As Wes and David left the room, Blaine nodded at them and pulled out his iphone. He logged into his Facebook app as Kurt glanced at the screen over his shoulder

FILL- Internalized Anguish 3/?; Klaine, Sebastian; Warnings for Suicidal Thoughts/Actions, Self-Harm

[proudfreak_159]

Blaine was pretty sure he was going to mess this up. After reading that last post, Blaine had expected that whatever he found in Sebastian's room wouldn't be good. Sebastian's Facebook account had scared him. Sebastian's posts had gone from sarcastic and even hurtful before the slushie incident to snarky but with slightly less obvious malicious intent after. After Karofsky's suicide attempt however, the sarcastic and hurtful posts had started up again. But this time, they weren't directed outward. Sebastian's particular brand of witty nastiness had been directed inward, toward himself. Towards his own incessant need to be wanted and appreciated. Toward his desire for everyone to look up to him and want to be him. To feel better than and more powerful than everyone else. Blaine was beginning to suspect that Sebastian's lashing out at everyone else was just a mechanism for expressing his own internal self loathing. Which apparently, at some point, as he attacked others less, was replaced by an actual desire or need to take out that

Re: FILL- Internalized Anguish 4/7; Klaine, Sebastian; Warnings for Suicidal Thoughts/Actions, Self-

[proudfreak_159]

"Sebastian....," Blaine began, tone carefully level and non-judgmental, "Kurt and I just saw your last Facebook post. What did you mean when you wrote that you were sorry for anything you had done to hurt the two of us and not to worry, because you wouldn't be in a position to cause anyone else any issues soon enough

Re: FILL- Internalized Anguish 5/7; Klaine, Sebastian; Warnings for Suicidal Thoughts/Actions, Self-

[proudfreak_159]

Kurt tried to keep his voice low and soothing as he attempted to get Sebastian to accept their help. "We see you Sebastian. We see the persona you put on for people, but we also see the person underneath. And we think maybe that person could use a little help. We see you, and the Warblers see you too. Wes and David are concerned about you. They want to help. They want you to let them help. We want you to let us help. Just give us the chance Sebastian

Re: FILL- Internalized Anguish 6/7; Klaine, Sebastian; Warnings for Suicidal Thoughts/Actions, Self-

[proudfreak_159]

"Why can't you just leave me alone

Re: FILL- Internalized Anguish 7/7; Klaine, Sebastian; Warnings for Suicidal Thoughts/Actions, Self-

[proudfreak_159]

Kurt and Blaine herded Sebastian down the stairs and to the guidance counselors office while trying not to make Sebastian feel like they were directing him. Both were secretly afraid he would try to take off on them, right up until the point where Sebastian and Kurt were sitting in the outer office while Blaine spoke quietly with the woman on the inside

Re: FILL- Internalized Anguish 7/7; Klaine, Sebastian; Warnings for Suicidal Thoughts/Actions, Self-

[mailroomorder]

You do a really amazing job of writing Sebastian. I am blown away. You write him so well.