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Feb 01, 2012 09:29

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FTM!Blaine/Kurt – transgender, dysphoria – hurt/comfort anonymous June 1 2012, 23:42:27 UTC

So, because ftm!Blaine has gotten in my head now and won't go away, I just really want an ftm!Blaine fic, where Kurt finds out by accident (maybe Blaine was too scared to tell him, because of the bisexuality freakout?) but after the initial shock wears off, he turns out to be really supportive ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 4b/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:33:37 UTC

Blaine zipped his pants back up, making sure everything was positioned correctly down there, before exiting the stall and washing his hands. As he looked at himself in the mirror it was beyond him why anyone in their right mind would find him attractive, but he supposed the dim lighting of the bar did its part to mask what was clear now in the stark, unflattering light of the bathroom. Blaine had been up since the crack of dawn, rehearsing the musical by himself, going over some of trickiest parts of the script. Then he had had school, followed by glee and the final dress rehearsal for the musical. It occurred to Blaine then that he hadn't had a moment to himself all day, which meant that he had been wearing his binder since seven a.m. No wonder his back ached so much and his face was scrunched up in that pained expression. You were supposed to wear them for a maximum of twelve hours per day and he was well past that by now, he realized looking at his watch ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 4c/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:34:26 UTC

'Hi guys.' Sebastian's smile was wide as he greeted them, and he carried a dark drink in his left hand ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 4d/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:35:08 UTC

What's the matter, Hummel?' Sebastian grinned. 'Don't know how it's done? I'll show you.' Sebastian slid further down the booth so he was seated right next to Blaine. 'Tilt your head to the side,' Sebastian ordered in a low voice. 'No, other side, genius,' he laughed, pushing gently at Blaine's head until his neck was exposed. It made Blaine think about vampires and he broke into a new fit of giggles at the idea that Sebastian was about to sprout fangs ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 4e/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:36:14 UTC

'But--' Blaine started, but then Kurt was licking his neck the same way Sebastian had, only on his right side instead of his left. Blaine emitted a soft 'uuhh' at the tickling sensation that for some reason didn't leave him fighting the urge to giggle this time. Kurt made quick work of sprinkling the salt on his skin, and then he was licking again, causing Blaine to let out a whimper. It was strange how one person's tongue could feel so different from another's. Kurt emptied the second shot glass and slowly leaned back in for the lime, a smile that was somewhere between affectionate and suggestive playing on his lips. He grabbed the fruit between his teeth and sucked the juice from it, grimacing a little at the taste. He took the shell from his mouth and threw it aside, before going in for a proper kiss, one unhindered by sour fruits. As the kiss deepened, Blaine could taste the lime and the alcohol in Kurt's mouth and it made his head spin. Kurt broke the kiss and licked away a stray bit of lime juice, that had trickled down Blaine's ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 4f/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:37:42 UTC

Kurt crossed his arms and narrowed his eyes at the taller boy, who was now holding the intoxicated boy steady, one hand gripping his forearm firmly and the other resting at the small of his back ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 4g/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:38:37 UTC

'I'm ready,' Kurt breathed then, and Blaine became aware of a hand that was starting sneak underneath his shirt. 'I'm comfortable ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 5a/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 16 2012, 06:58:02 UTC

Update time! This one includes angsty flashbacks.

Chapter 2
Less than perfect

'No.'

Your mother's face falls as you reject yet another outfit. She puts it back in the closet and as she begins rifling through the contents again, you throw yourself on the bed, exhausted and staring up at the ceiling.

'What about this?' You close your eyes, refusing to even look at it. 'Amber, sweetheart, that's not going to help. Sit up and look at it.'

You wince at the name your mother so carelessly throws your way. Amber. The name of a girl who doesn't even exist. You do as you're told, though, and sit up to look at the thing. You always do as you're told. The outfits seem to be getting progressively worse. This one is actually a dress; pink and flowery and with a bow under the bust.

'Absolutely not,' you blurt almost harshly before you can think to sugarcoat your reaction.

'Okay,' she sighs and turns away again to replace the dress in the closet. 'Is there anything you do want to wear ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 5b/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 16 2012, 06:59:08 UTC

'I don't care. I'm not going,' you maintain. Your mother looks at you for a second like she doesn't even recognize the teenager standing in front of her. “Tomboy” or not you have always been a well-behaved kid and this sudden and vehement resistance is clearly throwing her off.

'This is not something you turn down,' she informs you in a firm voice, trying to reason with you. 'Do you know what I would have given for an opportunity like this?'

You look away from your mother, only to catch a reflection of the two of you in the mirror on the opposite wall. It strikes you suddenly how much more she and you look alike with each day that passes. Her skin tone is a little darker than yours, but your face shape, mouth and eyes are the same, and your body is even starting to curve like hers. When you look back at her and respond, your tone is more apologetic than defiant.

'Well, I'm not you.'Blaine yawned as he entered the kitchen early on Thursday morning. He felt kind of like he hadn't slept at all, and he wanted nothing more than to crawl ( ... )

Re: Fill: Beautifully Wrong 5c/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophob ilovescarves89 August 16 2012, 06:59:40 UTC

Blaine left early for school, planning to avoid Kurt at least until he had worked out what he was going to tell him. When he arrived at school, however, he found Kurt already waiting for him by his locker. Blaine sighed and approached warily.

'Hey,' Blaine greeted cheerily, pointing over his shoulder. 'Your locker is that way, you know.'

'Yeah, I know, I've already got my things,' Kurt responded, ignoring Blaine's attempt at a joke. 'I got here early. I wasn't going to let you get away with avoiding me.'

'I wasn't going to,' Blaine lied quickly, but Kurt just raised an eyebrow at him and it was clear he wasn't buying it. Kurt knew him too well by now. And not well enough at allBlaine busied himself with collecting the things he needed for his first lessons, but he could feel Kurt's eyes on him the entire time. When Blaine finally slammed his locker shut, Kurt took him by the hand and began leading him down the hall ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 5d/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophob ilovescarves89 August 16 2012, 07:00:09 UTC

Except then Blaine thought of the musical, which was going on in less than twelve hours, and if he dropped a bomb like this on Kurt now, no matter what the reaction was, neither of them would likely be mentally equipped to play their roles properly. Granted it was just a high school production, but everyone had worked really hard, and it wasn't fair for Blaine to compromise all their work for selfish reasons. Not to mention Rachel would kill Blaine if he made her look bad. He had waited this long. What was one more week until the musical was over?

'You didn't think--' Kurt hesitated, biting his lip. 'You didn't think I was going to hurt you, did you?'

'What?' Blaine exclaimed, taken aback. 'No! God, no ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 5e/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 16 2012, 07:00:54 UTC

The tightness in your chest has spread to your stomach, which is twisting uncomfortably, and your cheeks are burning. Your hands are clammy with cold sweat, and they are shaking a little, you realize, as you lift one to brush a hair out of your face. You clench your fists to make it stop and you take a few calming breaths ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 6a/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 16 2012, 07:01:59 UTC

Ch. 2 cont.

'It feels weird not to have the musical to worry about anymore,' Kurt was saying as he and Blaine let themselves into the, as always, empty Anderson house the next Wednesday afternoon.

Blaine hummed in agreement as he closed the door behind them with a smile. 'Next up: Sectionals.'

'I'm so happy you decided to transfer, and we get to do this together.' Kurt's voice rose to an excited squeal and he clapped his hands giddily. Blaine smiled fondly. He knew that Kurt had never truly felt at home at Dalton and competing with New Directions meant so much more to him. 'Admit it, you're glad too.'

'I am. Very,' Blaine agreed before going in for a quick kiss. 'I'm also pretty convinced that Dalton wouldn't have let us get away with a performance like the one earlier today,' he remarked as they moved into the living room.

Performing Hot For Teacher with Mike, Finn and Puck had felt like a small milestone for Blaine, who had been touched when Mike had approached him and asked if he wanted to help out. It was a fun challenge ( ... )

Re: Fill: Beautifully Wrong 6b/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophob ilovescarves89 August 16 2012, 07:02:30 UTC

Blaine blew out a breath of air as he perched on the armrest and looked down realizing with relief that Kurt had picked an album which was mostly full of photos of a young Cooper before a second child had joined the family.

'Yeah, Cooper's quite something,' Blaine agreed, smiling at a photo showing an eight-year-old Cooper dressed up as Elvis.

Blaine's smile stiffened, however, when Kurt turned the page to reveal a photo of a nine-year-old Cooper holding a newborn baby. The handwritten note underneath the photo read Cooper holding Amber for the first time.

'Who's Amber?' Kurt asked, a puzzled look on his face.

'That's... that's...' Blaine swallowed.

Just say it, he told himself. Just say it. That's me. It's just two words, it's not that difficult. Just say it'My cousin. She's my cousin ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 6c/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 16 2012, 07:03:31 UTC

It's nearly two weeks and a lot of crying later, when you and your parents pull into the parking lot of the Unitarian Church in North Columbus. After days of talking in circles and not getting anywhere, your mother finally announced that there was a local PFLAG group and maybe it would be a good idea to attend one of their meetings. You agree and, as you approach the building, you're still glad she made the suggestion, but that doesn't stop your heart from racing somewhat harder than usual, or you from sticking closer to your father's side than under normal circumstances ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 6d/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 16 2012, 07:04:04 UTC

You look thoughtfully at her. At this young woman, years into her transition. Sure, her voice is a little deep (wouldn't it be awesome if you could trade?) and if you look close enough you can see the more masculine features revealing her history, but by all accounts Michelle is just a beautiful girl like any other ( ... )

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