sage of spheres, loony coon, daniel boone

my heart like an amputee

turning a love that isn't there.
twist it around and stretch,
still feels good to me, and i smile..

but it aint really there

cries all day

2012 radical mycology convergence.

community kitchen, food for anyone and everyone
lend a hand, lend your voice

cultivate consciousness. cultivate love. cultivate soil. cultivate mycelium. create community

be a steward of the earth.

reading my journal entries..

i might be bi polar

especially this year i have had extreme emotions. extreme highs and crippling depression. and sometimes i can be so happy and one wrong interaction can send me instantly into rage.

i don't like myself this way.

perhaps some change is in order

pffffff, hate to submit to the truth

just another example of how you don't care. another show of what you think i'm capable of.
i don't think i'll ever understand why i'm not worth it to you..

doesn't hurt less the more times it happens

slither slide scatterd remains
cat turd brains.
garbage truck collision RR train
sewage spewage
retching memories

spleck ugh blechk

*coughs up like furball ..discards

breathe in
i musn't take matters out of my hands personally.
out
and i can only make much work by taking matters into my own hands..
in
out
in
out out out out
in in in in in in in in in in in
out

against the flow! ? ! why ( Read more... )

i have all these letters that i write to people, and they are written to be as honest as i can be. and i write them explaining that my feelings are of love and fond memories. and i write them as closure, as forgiveness or a final sorry ( Read more... )