Moods
I feel like crap. I have no reason to, in fact, things have been much worse. But that doesn't change the feelings.
I'm pissed off alot, and taking it out on my friends indirectly. I'm depressed, but its not sad, its just a whole hell of alot of frustration. Like punching a brick wall until your knuckles bleed, and still nothing's getting done.
I blame Danny, for getting my hopes up, but its not his fault and i'm glad this worked how it did. I might try and repeat in the future. I blame Faye, cause we're on this spiral where she acts stupid, so I act mean, so she gets pissed, and I get defensive. I blame Kyle, cause he wants to "Work this out" and "For me not to push him away". I have to!
I CAN'T DO THIS. FUCK