I was doing so good lately :/
Then random depression (Ted left, no relation)
Then random happiness (Ted contacted me, he's safe, no relation)
Now I feel like curling up in a corner and crying.
I don't like internal conflict.
I don't like un(intentional?) emotional abuse
Towards others.
But especially me.
Thanks for putting me on the pro list.
Thanks for complimenting me
I was more cautious than a character in a Saw film
and for good reason I guess.
No thanks for bringing Christian into it.
I may be your friend, but I am not that friend yet
Fuck you
If he comes to Vegas, I WILL cry.
This is why I can't treat you like a normal friend
I do
You change roles to fill the gap cause I guess we have a void if one of us isn't doing something
And now it hurts
Fuck you