i cant handle this

Oct 13, 2007 13:04

Im at the very end of my rope, yet im still giving more than i have trying to please everyone else in any way i can. This isnt even me, im not human anymore. I dont even know what im giving, because theres nothing left of me to give. On top of this, my "friends" are acting 15, as if they were still in highschool despite the fact that they are all ( Read more... )

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holey_trex October 13 2007, 18:26:46 UTC
I know exactly what you mean about being friends with shitty people.
It seems as though shitty people always find me.
I hate it.

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glitergutsglory October 13 2007, 19:18:29 UTC
Tell me about it. Its all ive even known
and its too much work trying to make new friends, i think
Its all really tiring.

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holey_trex October 14 2007, 01:42:26 UTC
yeah for sure,its so hard to pick out whos shady and whos not and it seems like 99% of people are shady/lame.

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glitergutsglory October 14 2007, 03:56:38 UTC
First off, i dont appreciate you talking to me that way. Fucking roll your eyes? "Please" Exactly Jessie, please.
Second, i wasnt implying "you Swains". Ill leave it as that as so to not step on anyones toes. I thought youd feel the same.. i mean especially if you had poured out your god honest feelings.. i wouldnt have said something like that.
Third, ive had too much shit going on that i havent had time to send your jewerly. As you said, you can pick them up when you come up here.

If you want to take this the wrong way, which you probably will, that is your choice. But i dont feel any differnt about you or our friendship. I just dont appreciate how you say things to me at times.

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glitergutsglory October 14 2007, 04:09:37 UTC
I appreciate that much more. Thank you. I must agree with you, i do sometimes take things to the extreme when they arent.. but as i said, im at the end of my rope. Its kind of a big thing, and its scary. So no, i do not think i am taking anything at this moment too extreme when it isnt, because it is. I have so much more going on than you know.. than anyone knows really. Its basically three major life changing things. Actually.. four. And its driving me insane trying to think of how to figure out.. well, any of them.

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