yes...just the left one. i got back from england on thursday. now i'm sick. very annoying. i think i work too hard. my plane landed and 7 hours later, i was at work. how sad is that ( Read more... )

so, my trip to england is coming to a close tomorrow. tom and i are up at the coputer lab to figure out which terminal we have to go to tomorrow. tons of fun ( Read more... )

i'm having a pretty good time here in stupid rainy england. it's july and it's freezing. too cold even to wear flip flops. damn country. oh well ( Read more... )

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So, a few nights ago I had dinner with my ex. Suprisingly, it wasn't awkward. We really had a great time. There was one little issue though...I still find myself attracted to him. I don't love him anymore, but i feel the need to a flings. A goodbye fuck. I didn't, and I wouldn't because i wouldn't want to hurt Tom, but it was very tempting ( Read more... )

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i don't think you ever truly appreciate the lazy days of summer when you are a kid. when you're young, life is good and easy and summer is great. you don't have to worry about how you look in your swimsuit. it's all just a jolly good time. ah...to be young ( Read more... )

yep, wallowing in my own self pity. tom went home yesterday. ridiculously, i guess i was hoping he would stay. i knew that wouldn't happen though. has to write the masters dissertation. hmmmm ( Read more... )

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why can't things just be simple? cut and dry, black and white, right and wrong? everything is so confusing. grrrrr!

only 12 days until i get to see tom. then everything will be ok.

another gripe, am in the middle of working 13 days in a row. GRRRRRRRR!