i know he loves he. and i know its not cuz he has too but why do i feel like its still not enough.
Evann means sooo much to me. i dont want to loose him but i want more.
im never satisfied.
im never happy with the love im given.
i feel empty.
like theres something missing.
im not complete.
i want more.
im hungry for something but im not sure what it is. 
i ( Read more... )

im good.
i feel....good.
complete.
sitting in my Pj's listening to Vanessa Carlton n doing homework.
this wouldnt normally feel this way.
i feel really good.
happy.

My "lil sister" stood me up... haha.
today was a good day.
i didnt get kicked out of any classes. i didnt have any drama. i passed my Math test. im happy.

i love this feeling.
i feel like ( Read more... )

well im at johns...fuck its sooo boring!!
i hate his keyboard.
he's  asleep.
im sooo board i think im gonna call my mom to pick me up....
ew. i hate being bored..
i hate being at people's house when their asleep.
i hate talking to my boyfriend online....
i just wanna hear his voice!!

i need to dye my hair...
i need to make out w/ a girl.
i need to clean my ( Read more... )

well my day was a mix of bad n good... i got my belt from evann n i totally love it!! its sooo cute!!! and looks so good on me of course! i thought i lost my make up bag n had the biggest bitch fit i've ever had in my life!!! it's my make up bag! my life all zipped up in really cute pink bag which i love soo much its just a beautiful! gosh! i love ( Read more... )

Well, this is a new live journal cuz i was just sick of the last one... it was ugly n lame. well i did my make up uber cute! like whoa!! i looked really hot today. my day was pretty lame at lunch i sat in the grass n had a picnic. it was pretty cute. Evann came to see me after school for an hour... even tho john thinks hes ugly n what not, i dont ( Read more... )