Theres nothing i can be, i cant help hating me

Oct 21, 2003 23:49

today was shit. I keep getting all emotional over stuff and i cant help it. i cant help but watch cuts trickle with blood and i cant help but cry, cry because people keep calling me beautiful and i really don't believe them.

what am i going to do?
a: end up in a mental hospital
B: get it over and done with and just commit suicide
c: other?

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charity_love October 22 2003, 02:54:54 UTC
ah but sweetie. you dont hafta belive it. we belive it for you :P
and the answer to your question. OTHER.
suicide is no answer and wont solve anything. it will hurt a lota people including me and will cause chaos on aol!
also. your to lovely to kill :|
Mental hospitals or psychiatric units. they aint fun but they do work for some. problem is you could end up in there for a month. maybe 6 months possibly longer like..a year r so and if you do go to one. TAKE WARM SOCKS AND SLIPPPERS they dont have any carpets :|

bah
i love ya hon. have some faith in yrself and when we say yr beautiful. smile cos we belive it. dont hurt cos you dont ya'hear??

love ya hon

lau xxxxxxxxx

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