6 of them now. 6! lucky me. never be out of them. they will stay with me forever <3 ( Read more... )

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I was going to update about funeral for a fiend, meeting saz and getting drunk but i can't be arsed. now i'm going to update about Evanescence, crying, not being better and the self hate teenage angst fuelled "grrrl" i am ( Read more... )

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today was shit. I keep getting all emotional over stuff and i cant help it. i cant help but watch cuts trickle with blood and i cant help but cry, cry because people keep calling me beautiful and i really don't believe them.

what am i going to do?
a: end up in a mental hospital
B: get it over and done with and just commit suicide
c: other?

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well, some nosy people at the local high school have been reading my journal, through my friends...so i haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )

NOTE TO YOU NOSY BITCHES AT HAYWOOD HIGH SCHOOL

YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW ME SO STOP SAYING SHIT, YOU'RE PATHETIC IMMATURE HOMOPHOBIC BASTARDS

the majority of you are sluts too

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alone...all alone. he is gone. we've usually laughed together by now. he's usually sat beside me, laughing at skeletor vs beastman, or we're watching CKY and pissing ourselves at Raab Himself. but he's gone now. i just have to face reality, but it's hard ( Read more... )