Can't believe he said that to Madeline Albright, of all people.

Start the new job sometime in the next couple weeks. Spent time with Robby last night. Kid's funny.

Can't seem to get the motivation to just fucking pack so I can move furniture already.

Sometimes I'm not sure if it's me that's withdrawing more, or everyone else.

There's something about these heavy days that just makes me want to pull down the clouds, roll myself up in them, and suffocate.
Only metaphorically, of course.

Is it possible to be a failure at my age?

So the other shoe dropped. He's twenty-two, doesn't have a firm grasp of who he is, and so has decided to be really weird in retaliation. I guess it could be worse, but the baggage doesn't match mine, and so I think all we may ever be is friends. After a long talk in which I essentially told him these things, he told me I couldn't really offend him ( Read more... )

Here is your horoscope for Monday, October 18:

If you liked yesterday, you're going to be darned near delirious today. You'd be smart to make some plans tonight with that new friend you made recently. What do you have to lose? Nap tomorrow.I don't pay much attention to my horoscope, but the accurancy of that just plain freaks me out. Went out ( Read more... )

Something about this time of year makes me feel even more vastly nihilistic and depressed than any other time of my life. I just feel like fucking up.

How dangerous.

It amazes me sometimes how my opinion of people can change so quickly ( Read more... )

So very bored and so FUCKIN wired. Anyone wanta chat, it's lvealmsteveryone. Please, save me from this madness.

Tomorrow is my birthday and everything in my life is wrong.

This is a common theme.

And I hate it.

I have not been so messed up in so long. It was greatSat in the corner and smoked as waves of contentment and wordless joy rolled over the top of my brain with every chill I felt in the breeze of Billy's ceiling fan. Preston and I went down to the lake and he admitted that he's got a thing for me [which I'd already figured out, but I didn't state ( Read more... )

Getting very tired of drunk guys [always my friends] hitting on me. Last night it was Patrick, less than a month ago was Mark [and we won't even GO there], and before that it happened a bit more often [Dave, James, Ryan, etc]. The only reason I wanted to go up to Friday's last night was because I was too wired to go home right away and needed to ( Read more... )