I hate my life right now. But it has to get better right....I mean the only way it could get worse is if i was dead. NO not dead that would be good, no more pain, no more crying, no more fighting, no more lies, no more secrets. There somebody would love me, somebody would understand me, and I wouldnt have to be so fake all the time. Yeah dead would ( Read more... )

in regaurds to the previous entry...

I am not telling anybody anything except...

I do not have a boyfriend and i do not have a date to homecomming.

All i am going to say is...I love boys right now. And also IM is the best invention on the whole damn planet.

I hate you mother. Just fucking go away and leave me in peace. You are never wrong and everything is my fault. I just do as I am told then i get my butt chewed. I try to express my opinions and i get shot down. Fuck you to hell. I would be better living on my own, I dont need to spend extra time with the family. I already spend quality with dad and ( Read more... )

I would love to post something i am thinking right now but i dont know how to say it. I dont think other people would get it...so i wont post anything at all. This little thought will just stay in its little compartment in my head and I will look at it in the future and know i made the right decision ( Read more... )

I had the best lunch today. My french class got switched to "B" lunch and all my friends were there. I got to eat my food with Caitin and then chated with Kate, Kristie, Kayann, Caitlin G., and various other people ( Read more... )

Grrr I just wrote a really long entry and then i did something and my computer restarted so i lost it. whatever it isnt like it would have helped better any of your lives.

The reason i thought i got this journal to write down my thoughts and feeling, but now it seems that if other people read what i think they take offence, or they really just dont care. I dont when i look at my previous entries it amazes me how many i have put on private for fear of offending ( Read more... )

I am in 70% control of my life.Who controls yours?quiz by midgetfarm.com

this sounds about right.

I feel like mangeling something right now

I dont want to go back to school.

I've got the back to school blues