Hung out with Reneé yesterday. Went to the mall and then took some pictures of downtown Tucson. It's really sad how many abandoned buildings there are. After that we went to Borders and stayed there for a good 3 hours or so. Sat in the cafe for a good portion of that time. Ran into someone that works there. It was interesting, to say the least.

( just listen to the music of the traffic in the city )

Bought a new camera last night. It's so much better than the old one.

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It's been a while since I've posted. Went to see Straylight + SoCo last Friday. First time seeing Straylight, second seeing SoCo. Good show. Now it'll probably be another 4 months or so until someone else good comes to town =o ( Read more... )

It feels so nice to finally be able to breathe a sigh of relief. No more pretending to be interested. No more pretending to have feelings that weren't there. No more pretending. Things are so much better now. For a second I thought there would be occasional moments of sadness, regret, or maybe even loneliness. There isn't and I now know there won't ( Read more... )

I finally had a realization. After thinking about things for so long and wondering how they could turn out, it's strange when a realization just hits you. It just isn't worth it. Maybe it was at the time or maybe it never was to begin with. It's time to completely move on. I need new.

Isn't it funny how someone can tell you something and as much as you want to believe them you know that they are lying to you?

Yeah... actions definitely speak louder than words.

So I brightened up the journal for the new year. I don't have much to say about '04. There was good along with some not-so-good. I met nice, cool people and lost touch with others. I made mistakes that I've learned from. Now I'm just looking forward to what '05 has in store for me. Hopefully it'll be a good one.

I have too much energy at 5 am and ( Read more... )

sometimes its just easier to cry myself to sleep.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JONATHAN!
Sorry I couldn't make it tonight. I'll make it up to you.

<3