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i want sean to call me so bad! I'ma freak....

So yeah. haha all me and rach talk about at work is guys.. its sad.. i think we're scarying customers away lol. So yeah, I talked with sean till two in the morning so I only got 3 hrs of sleep. He's gonna call me in like ten though. Me and Rachael dont get him though, he thinks rach played him but i remember her saying front up that he wasn't ( Read more... )

so its 3/4 official. me and rach knight are doubling to homecoming this year. just me, her, sean and corey. and we're gonna go 80's retro.. like fashion design are own outfits. yes. sean wanted me to call him but he's away on aim... and I'm tired... how come i can never get the two things I want most? boys. and sleep.

I'm soo da-gone tired. I feel like I'm gonna fall asleep. I'm so worn out. And I'm staying up to see if Sean will get online. I think I kinda like him. Gosh, I hate myself sometimes. I'm a freak....

rents are on a date and my sister thinks she rules the world. gosshhhh. noones online either. I think i'm gonna take a run or just fall asleep. i feel a need to be occupied.

So yeah... I have a buttload of homework to do... I'll get to that later tho lol. Yesturday was fun. I went with Rachel K to Kent to go pick up her car. Then we just like cruised around forever. She decided that we were gonna go visit Sean on the way back so we stopped at his house and hung out for awhile there. Then We to Sean's car and went ( Read more... )

ADAM IS MARRIED! AND HE'S GONNA HAVE HIS OWN KID IN 8 MONTHS! MY EX BOYFRIEND IS MARRIED!!! I feel soo old.... and weirded out...

ADAM IS MARRIED! AND HE'S GONNA HAVE HIS OWN KID IN 6 MONTHS! MY EX BOYFRIEND IS MARRIED!!! I feel soo old.... and weirded out...

Caleb officially broke things off with me today. God, I feel like fucking shit. I'm so sick of guys. Maybe I should become lezbian, seriously.