i re did my journal layout!

this song is so beautiful it makes me cry ( Read more... )

I'am so fucking scared right now. Someone keeps calling my house and hanging up and my dog is going crazy =( i can't sleep at night anymore.. it's all nighmares. Ever since my grandmom died it's been nightmare after nightmare. I know she wanted to die in our house and not some cold hospital but did she even think about me and my siblings? and how ( Read more... )

Sorry for the lack of comments/updates.. i have so many people added on here it's hard to read and comment everyone *hugs* i love you all! Lj gives me shit everytime i go on it anyway.. it's always pop up, more pop ups, freeze and i get pissed. My mom and i had a little fight today but then it got ok and i made dinner and she cleaned my computer up ( Read more... )

I'm sooo tired.. i wanna go to sleep but my parents are going to borders and i wanna go with them so i can get a book to read in school so i won't be bored. Things seem so weird anymore.. like i have this weird feeling and i dunno yeah. I'm trying to get over this feeling but i can't.. we have another speech thing in global i've been thinking and i ( Read more... )

I don't anymore.. i really just give up on everything, i give up on trusting people, i give up on people making lame shit up and seeing it as funny when it's really sad. I hate people with no feelings.. i hate going to school i hate people i just wanna be alone. I wanna be all by myself FOREVER. I won't get lonely.. and if i do i'll just deal with ( Read more... )

I'm holding onto my stuffed stitch dollie :) hes so soft and cuddly *love*. Today was mothers day .. i didn't wanna go to church so i slept a little longer then had breakfest with my family.. took flowers to my grandmoms grave. Then came home and sat around gave my mom her presents and my dad his [it was his birthday] hahah he was 44, old man lol. ( Read more... )

I'm so tired.. today was so long and restless. I went to my grandmoms funeral it was soo sad i seen alot of people that i havn't seen in a while and it was good to see my uncle and cousin re-united after all those years. I'm in the most depressed mood lately.. i don't wanna do anything just sleep and lie around, my sister came home last night and i ( Read more... )

My grandmom passed away this evening at midnight,
shes in an angels arms now resting so i have to be strong
i didn't really cry as much as i thought i would
i'm scared right now.. i watched her get taken away =(
i'm gonna lie down but prolly get no sleep..

RIP Grandmom AAF
i will always love you
<3<3

I made a new icon :) i paid for picture trail tonight because it was only letting me upload 37 pics! and that gets annoyyinggg so now i can have 500 pics :) yay

www.picturetrail.com/xdigitaldreamx
sign it
night
;)