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Jul 15, 2002 02:14

Very bored lately. I really should be doing productive things, but I mostly stay on the computer, read, or watch tv. I feel like I'm wasting my life. I made a ujournal. Not sure why. I do get more pictures on there and have made some communities. I'm just going to copy and paste what I put there, if you care

Friday I went to the movie theatre with my friend Mary. We saw Reign of Fire (maybe because Christian Bale is in it....), Mr. Deeds, and Minority Report. We had seen most of Minority Report but there was a blackout so we came into it about a half hour in this time. I slept for maybe an hour, but I finally saw the end of it.

After that we went to our friend Kylie's. More people came over that we haven't seen in awhile. Ummm yeah it was fun enough, I came home at 12.

Not a happy bunny right now. Today my sister begged me to go with the family to see a model house because my dad wouldn't go if I didn't. So I gave in and drove there. The house is so nice, they are sold out of it but are building more, they will be done in January. So if my family bought it, the would be all settled in when I came back. It would be cool to live in it, I have always been in the same house. I would have a room downstairs with an attached bathroom and it is really nice. It's right by the door so I could sneak out. I would be closer to a different high school, but I'm not sure if I want to come back senior year to a new school. I don't even know if we will get it, it's expensive.

After that I had no suggestions for dinner, so my family went to a restaurant I didn't care to be at. I said I didn't want anything, this is nothing new, they are used to it by now and don't care. I went in the bathroom when they ordered to fix my contacts and waste time. When I came back my dad had ordered me a drink. I said I didn't want it, there was water in the car. "Well what a lovely start to dinner" he said sarcastically. I didn't want to hear about ruining their dinner so I left. I went around the building and there was a table with chairs, for staff I suppose. I sat there and cried. After awhile, I decided to sit in the front so they could see me when they were leaving. Nope, as I walked over there, they were driving away! If I had been 1 minute later, they would have left me 30 miles from home with no money to call anyone. They said they looked for me, but they obviously didn't. So I don't like them very much.

I had most of an orange for breakfast. I didn't have anything else today, then a little while ago I decided I would. It felt good for once, I usually hate having food in me. I have no idea what was different.

I'm going to the dentist tomorrow. I have to wake up early, like at 11. I have no idea if I will get to bed before 6, I haven't in quite some time, so I guess not much sleep tonight.

I can't express how I feel now, just wish something else was happening.
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