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[glitterslade]

I really wish I could be happy, and I'm afraid I never will. I can't remember a time before the age of maybe 6 where I was happy the majority of the time. I just want to have a better outlook and enjoy life, but I guess I hold myself back. I don't know how to fix it.

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[elmos_sidekick]

I like your picture. It's beautiful :) I'm being random here but I saw The faint once opening for a No Doubt concert. The one guitarist dances -really- funny and from the side he looks like Trent Reznor. I'm hoping that was the band you were talking about. You can't really fix being truely happy, it comes with time. Once I was for depressed for a long period of time and one day it's like I suddenly snapped out of it. You have to find things that make you happy, and people you can rely on to be there for you. Even though that may sound impossible in a world like this family members can be the best support, well in other cases sometimes the worst. You just have to find your rock.

[glitterslade]

Aw thank you! Yeah The Faint opened for No Doubt, I wish I could have seen them, they did a headlining tour awhile ago and my friend asked me but I had gone to 2 shows that week and was running out of money :( So I have not seen this funny dancing of which you speak.
And everything else, yeah I hope that I can find whatever it is that will help me. I don't know maybe I will be able to keep my eyes open to everything. Thank you for everything you said.

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[elmos_sidekick]

Welcome. He dances that his ass is on fire. It's probably the funniest thing I've ever seen. You definately have to see it.