Adommy Fanfic: A safe in my heart, Chapter 3
A safe in my heart, chapter 3
Pairing: Adam/Tommy
Words: about 800
Disclaimer: it's just my imagination, I don't own the guys, even if I really would like to ;-) But I own the storySummary: Adam doesn't see the love in front of him. But when he gets the hint, he wants to run away. Will Tommy let him get away? Adommy
I woke up as my mobile phone went off. My head was aching.
What was this? Who is calling me in the mid of the night. I looked at my clock on the wall.
Fuck, it’s 8 in the morning, I have to get up. I felt like having a hangover. Don’t want to get up, don’t want to meet the sun...
I closed my eyes and rolled over on my stomach. But this was a bad idea. Flashbacks of Tommys look hit me immediately as I closed my eyes. I sat up with wide opened eyes and could’t catch my breath. The memory of the last evening came back.
I have to talk to Tommy.
I took a look on my mobile phone just to see that I’ve got a text from my management. They were always afraid I would oversleep my meetings. I had to smile, because today the wake-up call was really needed.
As I stepped in my bathroom I looked in the mirror and nearly jumped away at my sight. I was a mess. The makeup artist would have to do a hard work on me today. I got ready just in time as the car service came to get me. I was happy I didn’t have to drive by myself, I was so tired.
After what seems hours of work I finally got back to my apartment. Now there was no excuse, I had to call Tommy. I sat down on my couch. I was holding the cell phone in my hand but couldn’t make the call. I just stared down on it looking at the picture of Tommy above his number.
Come on just call him. After all it’s still Tommy.
But it was not that simple. After all this was a Tommy who was reaching out for my heart.
This is stupid, you don’t know, you just think you do. Maybe you are wrong, maybe you just overact. Maybe there is nothing more than friendship. Call him, you will find out.
But the thing was, I was afraid to find out whatever there was to find out. I was afraid of losing my security.
What will you do, when he says that he loves you. And what will happen, when you are wrong?
No, now is not the time to talk to him. I threw the phone away. I have to do something to calm down. I should call somebody and go out. Distraction is what I need.
Hell yes! I could call Tommy and... SHIT!
There I could see where the big deal was: Tommy was usually my distraction but not yet.
Great, Lambert! You fucked it up! You are so afraid to fall in love that now you will lose everything.
Oh, shut up! I am not afraid, i just don’t want to be in love. I have no time for a relationship. I am so busy. So, shut the fuck up!!!
Great, now I argue with myself. I am going crazy. I have to get out here.
After a few phonecalls i knew I would meet some friends and go to a club. I would dance all night and forget about Tommy.
No, you won’t forget Tommy!
I felt a new strong vibration on the closed door of my safe.
I have to go!
As I was about to leave my apartment my cell phone went off.
It’s Tommy.
Of course! He told me, he would call. I just stared on his face on the screen. My hands were shaking.
Sorry Tommy, I can’t handle it now!
I didn’t pick up. I knew he wouldn’t leave a massage, he never does. But he sent a text: “Hey, how RU? Miss U! Call me if U have time!” With a sigh I put my phone in my jeans.
Sorry Tommy, I can’t call you back, I don’t know what to say to you.
Right now I wanted to have fun with my friends.
Chapter 4