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So, livejournal...it's been awhile. Many years, many changes. Friends lost since I haven't been online in a long time. I miss those friends. Some more than others. Things for me have been hell for the last few years...and when I say hell, I mean it in every sense of the word. I've been dealing with medical issues and so has my mom. I've been ( Read more... )

So, I'm back to this Livejournal hell. How many journals does this make now...5? I only update two of them anymore. One regularly, and that's the Greatestjournal. Still add me over there if you'd like to. <3 ( Read more... )

Right now, Livejournal is being a bitch, so I won't be updating here for awhile. Instead, I'll be updating at http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/dementia/ so sign up for an account at http://www.greatestjournal. ( Read more... )

Damn, it's been a month already since I posted in here?? Shit, time sure does fly by. Where the hell have I been? Well, sleeping mostly. Yep, my life is so fucking exciting, isn't it? My daily life consists of eating, sleeping, listening to music, and doing stupid shit on the computer. Wow, how fun! x_X *gags ( Read more... )

Damn, it's been forever since I've updated this shit. I've been pretty busy lately and have been having some medical problems as well. My doctor put me on this new headache medicine that makes me tired as hell, and I can barely keep my eyes open half the fucking time. So that's where I've been pretty much... sleeping. x_X ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you don't really know who you are anymore? Nothing makes sense. You feel like you're trapped inside some sort of altered reality and can't escape? That's how I've been feeling lately. Every day I wake up wishing that I wouldn't have. Life doesn't really mean anything to me anymore without Michelle by my side. Yeah, it's pretty ( Read more... )

I feel like complete shit right now. I've been missing someone so much lately and it's driving me fucking insane. Below is a poem that my friend Ophelia wrote. I decided to post it because it describes my feelings immensely. Just replace the name 'Davey' with the name 'Michelle ( Read more... )