me and jerod went to flowermound last weekend, it was fun to see tony and their parents but thats about it..(and RAcHeL!!) but we went to some lame party one night with all the same lame ppl just drinking and smoking..u know the same lame thing. it was good to see rachel for a little while though..but our night was cut short when the roided up ( Read more... )

im so bored..its like 9:00 and everyone's crashed b/c they are still on TEXAS time. going on vacation w/ yer family kind of sucks b/c u cant really do much. today for instance, we went downtown in seattle and the blood brothers were playing..i was so stoked when i saw that and really wanted to check it out but i was with the rest of my family so i ( Read more... )

merry christmas and happy new year everyone ( Read more... )

holy hell..it has been way too long since ive been on this shit. all ive been up to lately is work and school. i have absolutely no time for anything else. it sucks but oh well..actually i did work over time in order to get off sunday so i spent the weekend in flowermound. i would have called some of yous guys but we chilled w/ jerod's family all ( Read more... )

thomas came into my work the other day and gave me a diamond ring. and me being my shallow self accepted it..at the time i thought it was the right thing to do bc if i didnt his feelings would be hurt but now that i have, i think he's under the wrong impression. even though he knows about jerod...and i have clearly stated that nothing is to come of ( Read more... )

ive been thinkin alot about my situation w/ jerod and i just cannot get myself to be happy. i dont know what to do, maybe we should see other ppl until we at least live in the same city. it kind of seems like im forcing myself to be w/ him and love him. when in reality u just cant make yourself be in love w/ someone. he's coming down this weekend w ( Read more... )

i told my mom about the ticket i got and she was cool w/ it until it became an inconvience to her. i guess it does kind of suck that she has to drive all the way to FM to pay a fine when they could just send it here. but she flipped out and told me im not getting my car and im never allowed to go to fm again. how gay. then jerod has been ( Read more... )

today is my day off. i have spent the majority of it cleaning my room and watching white oleander. i cry everytime i see it. but anyways..i miss jerod so much. i hate living so damn far away. my parents told me i could get my GED instead of going back to school so i think im going to do that. :) if so..ill go to community college for a few ( Read more... )

so i just got back from dallas yesterday. it kind of sucked b/c as soon as i got back i had to go into work. my boss was in a shitty mood and took it out on everyone. anywho..i had a pretty good time in FM..i got to see more ppl than i expected.i had alot of fun hanging out w/ christine and monika. and im glad i got to see ya rae!! i got really ( Read more... )