Your personality is completely different than mine (which is why you fascinate me so), so I don't think my insights would really be beneficial on the last two entries you wrote. I thought about replying initially, and then discovered that I sounded like an old maid :(
Aw, I'm sure you didn't sound like an old maid. I currently feel like one. Or just a mess, really. Not to be all "Oh, I'm so misunderstood" but it kinda feels that way,cause I guess my kind of messed up is semi-unique. Oh well, I at least feel a little better knowing someone even read it.
I don't think it's that unusual for you to desire a life different than your current one. You know, the whole grass is greener thing.
As for wanting the other boy - just because you're in a relationship, even a happy one, doesn't mean that you're not human. I adore Aaron with my heart and soul, but don't think I haven't wondered what life would be like with other guys. You have to choose what is important to you - wild, crazy fun and passionate romance for a little while, or someone who you can rely on, trust, and who knows everything about you (good and bad), but loves you anyway. Committing yourself to someone long-term is never easy.
And, I don't know anyone who could read old journal entries without a strong feeling of nostalgia.
Hmm...interesting. Not, of course, that his status should have any effect on me whatsoever cause I live with my boyfriend and all but...still good to know, right?
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Your personality is completely different than mine (which is why you fascinate me so), so I don't think my insights would really be beneficial on the last two entries you wrote. I thought about replying initially, and then discovered that I sounded like an old maid :(
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I currently feel like one.
Or just a mess, really.
Not to be all "Oh, I'm so misunderstood" but it kinda feels that way,cause I guess my kind of messed up is semi-unique.
Oh well, I at least feel a little better knowing someone even read it.
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As for wanting the other boy - just because you're in a relationship, even a happy one, doesn't mean that you're not human. I adore Aaron with my heart and soul, but don't think I haven't wondered what life would be like with other guys. You have to choose what is important to you - wild, crazy fun and passionate romance for a little while, or someone who you can rely on, trust, and who knows everything about you (good and bad), but loves you anyway. Committing yourself to someone long-term is never easy.
And, I don't know anyone who could read old journal entries without a strong feeling of nostalgia.
See... I'm an old maid.
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