Hypocondria perhaps?

[glitzygal86]

Ive been thinking and I think that maybe I have anxiety, not major major or anything, but maybe just enough to effect me you know? My mom kepts popping aderol(i think its spelt like that, ha cant even spell it thats pretty sad) at me, thinking I have ADD. Since I can never focus myself on one thing and when I do it takes a long ass time and I am

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[unpurethoughts]

Laura, I never new you had those emotione (well u know what i mean) You do not have ADD! So dont take any meds foe it. Try a really low dose of paxil CR like 12mg ... See if it helps even when i started out on the low dose it helped dramatically. If you dont have anxiety then the pill will not do anything it will just go right through you. :)************************

[glitzygal86]

lol, yeah i normally keep thoughts like that to myself. maybe i will try paxil, i dunno tho bc then i think i mean maybe thats just a part of life, u know feeling stressed and stuff i mean it is my junior year and its supposed to be a stressful year. but yeah i guess i need to talk with my mommy, arg hey mom can i take paxil? haha

[anniexchrist]

man, you do need to talk more in groups. i think if you did that more and were generally more energetic in school, you might be able to wear off some of that excess energy, you know?
hang out with me more. always an excellent option.
<3

[glitzygal86]

haha yes! hanging more with annie tis a wonderful option. but yeah my thoughts are so scattered and insane its hard to say my thoughts and i know most of the time i just jump in and say cute little things, but recently i've been stopping myself, in fear of being considering a ditz, and then when their all those times when u r in groups who r awesome and there to listen i just can never think of anything to say, i guess im just not very impulsive. its not like oi dont participate in groups like ill be agreeing with the people and thinking its funny or what not but then i dunno alot of times when im in groups i feel like everyone is just competing to be able to say the best thing or the funniest thing and no one is really listening so why bother, saying things when you know no one will care anyways. but then i can easily disagree with that, which is another reason every thought i have i find ways to disagree with it and then other thoughts that i dont agree with i will go and find ways to agree with. its always gray with me, which then

[anniexchrist]

dude. i never worry about what they think. i'm always playing a game with myself to be the most interesting, and i NEVER win. nor do i care. it's classic, really.

[glitzygal86]

lol, yeah it sounds like a fun game haha. i know i need to stop carring about whay others think. i always say i dont and say how retarded it is, but i cant stop it. o well haha i am listening to music that sounds like the devil its funny